Loving you was a miracle (not a mistake) godric and Eric LS

I'm home

Rosa's POV

My heart was racing. Thumping against my chest. I was happy to be going home, believe me. I was more then happy to know I was going home. But what if pammy was right? What if they don't believe me, what if they kick me out, what if they.......bite me? They wouldn't do that to me, right? I had faith in them that they wouldn't do that to me. I loved them enough to know that. It'll just a bit hard to convince them that it was truly me. I know they love me just as much as I love them. So they'll eventually have to believe me.

Right?

I shivered and hid my face in pammys neck. I was freezing. She was running as fast as she could. And the wind nipped at my exposed skin. So I was freezing. I couldn't wait to be in their arms again. To feel their warmth. The warmth that came from their love. I smiled at the idea of being back in their arms after so long. My godric. My Eric. I can't wait to I see you. I'm never going to leave your side. I promise. I'll never ask for another thing for the rest of my life if it means I get to stay in your arms forever. I love you.

I clenched my eyes as the wind hit me again. It was a cold wind. I didn't like it. I felt pammy rub my back to try and spread warmth through me. Which worked a tiny bit. "We're almost home darling, then you can be warm again", she told me softly. But I was able to hear her. I nodded into her neck. I just wanted to be home and safe. Away from the cold nights and crowded streets of the morn and the noon. I missed where I would sleep during the day and awake at night. Just like them. Away from the scary and dark filled alleyways. And into the warm arms of my godric and my Eric. A smile lit on my face at the thought of them holding me again. I couldn't wait to be home.

I would be able to see godric, Eric, Lizzie, mommy and Stan. My family. I was away for too long and all I want now is to go home. They were my home. My home.

I soon snapped out of my thoughts again and saw that we had stopped. Have...............have we finally made it home? Are we really home? Am I really home? At the thought of being home again after so long, my heart thumped against my chest again. Home. I felt pammy rub my back again. "We're home darling", she whispered to me. I slowly turned my head and saw it. My home. Another smile lit up on my face. My eyes sparkled with happiness and happy filled tears. A tear slipped down my cheek as I looked at the old house I called home.

I was home.

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Pammy soon put me down on the ground. My legs felt like jelly. They were wobbly and my heart now felt like it was in my stomach. I was nervous. What if they don't remember me? I looked back at pammy. "W-What, what if they don't remember me?", I asked her. She gave me a sad smile. She patted my head softly. "I don't think that's possible. You have no idea how bad it's gotten over these last five years", she told me softly. I turned my head and gulped. Wondering how bad it really was.

There was no life left in my home. The paint was no longer the color I left it in. The house felt cold and lifeless. Hardly any lights on, not really showing anyone was home. I hesitated to walk into the house myself. But I knew I had to. I needed to know how bad it had gotten while I was away. I breathed in and let out a shaky breath. With pammy behind me, I felt safe. I gulped again and walked into the now open door. And what surprised me, was how bare the living room was. No pictures where they used to be. The rugs were all gone. The flowers and vases gone or smashed. It looked lifeless and horrible in here. My home.

Once was so filled with life and happiness.

Now filled with darkness and darkness.