Loving you was a miracle (not a mistake) godric and Eric LS

Leaving?

Rosa's POV

As soon as I was done, I was out of breath. Gods that was a lot. I'm tired and I just wanna go to bed now. But I knew I couldn't, I knew what I had to do. Who knows the next time won't be as easy. The next time I might not be able to fight them off and I didn't want Sookie to get hurt in the cross fire. So I knew what I had to do. Even though I didn't want to. I knew what I had to do.

So I grabbed my suitcase, and I started to pack. I didn't want to leave, I didn't, but I didn't have much of a choice. Who knows what'll happen the next time, they were after me, not Sookie, but they might hurt her to get to me. And I didn't want that. Not at all. But I had to. So I started packing without hesitation. I sighed softly, first my husbands want nothing to do with me or our babies, and now I have to leave. Fuck, when did this all become too much, why? I get why people were after me. To them I was a mistake that shouldn't have been made. But they were after my babies and I couldn't have that, I will not let them hurt my babies. So if leaving means that they'll be safe, then I'm going to do it. Once I was done, I grabbed my suitcase. Thank heavens it wasn't heavy. I didn't really have much. So obviously I would pack light. But I knew the minute I walked down those steps, Sookie would try to change my mind, but I knew for the safety of her and my babies, I had to leave. Yes, they might have Bill and Jason, but who knows, the next time they could come with an army and I couldn't have that.

I sighed and walked out of the room that I had quickly called my own for the short time I've stayed here. It was nice, but I should have known that being what I was, I couldn't have what normal humans have, a home, a life, I couldn't have any of it. And I should have seen it from the beginning. I walked down the steps one at a time, knowing the last time wasn't the best experience. But maybe I was just delaying everything. But I knew sooner or later, that I would have to leave. To protect all of us. And soon enough, I was at the bottom of the stairs. And who begged to greet me at the bottom, was Sookie. She seemed sad. And I hated to think that it was because of me. "You don't have to leave you know. We can protect you. Please don't leave", she told me. It sounded more like begging, but I knew I had to stand my ground. I smiled at her sadly. "I really wish I could Sookie, and I thank you for your hospitality, I really do. It means the world that you took us in when we both know you didn't have to. But I must leave, not to only protect me and the babies, but you as well. Who knows the next time, I won't be able to protect us, they could come with more, I was barely able to defeat two of them. They could come with more. And I couldn't do that to you, I can't risk you getting hurt, you mean more to me then to let that happen. So I must take my leave", I told her.

I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. I didn't know if this was from my hormones or just me not wanting to leave. I didn't know and I didn't care. "It's not safe out there for you to go out there on your own. You'll be safer here, maybe if you just wait for Eric and Godric to come back-", I cut bill off, who seemed to come out of nowhere. "They don't give a fuck about me or the babies. What makes you think that they do now, after being away for how long? They've missed out on the entire pregnancy and that's saying something, they don't want anything to do with me or them. NeverMind the years of marriage that went down the shitter. Because that means nothing, I should have known that the minute they found out about the babies, they would leave. They weren't ready to be fathers. Just like my own father, they abandoned me and our babies. And I'm leaving, because I have to, because I will not risk the consequences I know will come with staying here. I know the last time was just a warning, the next could be more of them, more then we can fight off, and I won't risk letting any of you getting hurt. So, this is me saying goodbye. You won't change my mind", I said. My voice full of stern. My mind was already made up.

I was leaving. Not because I wanted to. But because I had to. This place had become my own. It felt like home, and it hurt to leave a place that felt like home. And to leave the people that helped me, hurt even more, but I knew I had to. To protect them. I knew it wasn't safe out there in the open. I knew I was going to be alone, I knew something could happen. But it would be better for them that I do leave. And I was always good at hiding, picking random places to hide out for awhile. So if they were after me, then they were going to have to work for it. Because I wasn't going to let them get to me that easily.

I gave them a sad smile. "Give my love to Jason, okay? Thank you for everything you've done for me. And I'm sorry to leave, but I must. Goodbye", I said. I knew If Jason was here, then I would never be able to leave. He would beg me not to leave, and it would be very hard to leave. And I knew if I hugged them goodbye, I wouldn't leave. So this was goodbye. I had to leave. I turned around, grabbed the handle on my suitcase, thank gods it had wheels. And walked out of the house. The cool wind hit me, reminding me of what I was doing. I was going out in the big world again. And the scary part is that I had a target on my back.

Even better.

I sniffled and sighed. I looked down at my belly. "Just you two and me now, it'll be okay. Mommy's here, we'll be okay. It'll take more then just a few bad people to get to me. We'll be just fine. I promise", I told them. And I really hope I keep the promise to my children. Because If I don't, I'm going to be royally pissed off.

Here goes, I guess.

Goodbye.