Eeveelution One-Shots

Icy heart (Glaceon X Sylveon)

◇ Requested by: OddAvacado ◇

☆ Angst time ☆

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WARNING: Before you read, This story might be triggering.
These triggers include:
Cutting, Mentions of blood and subtle suicidal thoughts.

Thank you for reading this warning

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Glaceon - Crystal (Female)

Sylveon - Avery (Female)

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♤ Crystal's POV ♤

I sigh as I thought about my crush. Her name was Avery. She was one of the most sweetest people I've ever met.

But I'm always so mean to her.
I would always snap at her and yell at her.
I was so rude.
But I never could get myself to apologize.
I really wanted to though.

This is why she would never love me back.
I just want to cuddle and kiss her. But I don't deserve her.

She's too sweet and kind.
She just makes me heart flutter. But I can never have her.

I shouldn't have her.
I'm a bad pokemon.
She deserves someone way better than me.

I'm worthless.
I'm rude.
And even if she did like me back, She shouldn't have me.
I would hurt her again.
I don't wanna hurt her again.
I feel so bad when I yell at her.

She always looks so heartbroken when I yell at her.
One time, She started to cry and ran away from me.
It just happened a few minutes ago.

WHY DID I DO THAT.

I started to tear up.
I allowed the warm tears roll down my icy face.
They lighty fell to the snow patched ground.

I unsheathed my small claws from my paws.
They dug into the snow that I was standing on.
I started to shake while I sobbed.

I deserve to feel this way.
I deserve to be hurt for all that I've done.

I shake my head violently.
I sit down.
I picked up my unsheathed paws.

I started to rip open one of my arms.

I let the blood run down my arm and drop onto the cold ground.

I smiled.
I was in pain but...

It felt good.

I ripped into the other arm.

I smiled again.

I deserve this.

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Sorry that this is short!

This was my first time doing angst and I hope I did it well.

Also I might do a part 2 if requested :)