Eeveelution One-Shots

Losing Control (Umbreon X Espeon)

LGBTQ

⚠️Warning⚠️
(Please read)
This story contains serious topics (Suicide, Self-harming, self-loathing and homophobia). Don't read this story if these topics make you feel uncomfortable. Thank you.

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♤Background♤
Umbreon's family was very homophobic. They always would say terrible things about the gays. They never ever approved of the gays. Little did they know that one was listening and watching. Umbreon is gay, He always liked boys. He would hate himself just because the way he is and it's all their fault.
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☆Umbreon's POV☆
I feel like I'm being pulled apart limb by limb. Almost like cracking something little by little until it breaks. I break down crying, My paws in my face, blood dripping down my scarred arms. There was a bloody, old bandage, a razor smeared with red and new clean bandages next to me. I wipe some tears off my face and stand up to look in the bathroom mirror. There was teary, stressed and baggy eyes staring back at me. I looked at the clock next to the mirror, '2:47 Am' The clock read. I let out a long and heavy sigh. 'This is enough. I'm done. I can't take this anymore.' I thought. I threw the old bloody bandage in the garbage, took the new bandages and wrapped the new one around both my arms. I washed off the razor and put it away. I walked out of the bathroom and went to the kitchen. I found the knifes, I took one and walked back up to my room as quietly as I could to not make the other wake. Once in my room, I unzipped my backpack and slid the knife into one of the pockets. 'Soon, It will all be over. I just have to wait until gym. I'll lock myself in the locker room and do the deed. Then, It will all be over' I thought. I turned towards my bed, opened the covers and laid down. Snuggled into the blankets, Eyes felt heavy, drift into nothing. And that I feel asleep.

□ Next Morning □

I woke up and I smiled. It was a real smile. I haven't had a real slime for so long. Well, I got up, stretched, grabbed my backpack and started to the door. One of them stopped me from leaving, Good.

¤Small time skip¤

I finally got to school. Gym was last period. I signed, 'A longer wait but, It'll pass quickly' I thought to myself.

《After all the periods》

'Finally, Gym' I thought as I entered the gym. I trotted to the boys locker room. I hid until everyone had left. 'Click!' The lock said as it pushed down to close. 'Yes, Finally' I thought. I grabbed my backpack and unzipped the pocket with the knife inside. I grapped the knife and put it into position. Then suddenly, there was a knock at the door, Silence.
I thought nothing of it and went back to finishing the deed. Then, There was banging, really loud banging. I didn't pay attention to it. I shoved the knife into my chest, waiting for the pain and blood on my paws but, it never came. I opened my eyes to see the knife was glowing a tint of light blue. I tried to shove the knife again, nothing. Suddenly the knife was out of my paws and was slid across the room. I walked over to it but, was stopped by someone hugging me tightly and not letting go. That is when I felt a little damp on my shoulder. It was tears from that someone. "W-why w-would y-you do t-that?!?" The someone asked. They pulled me out of the hug and looked into my soft red eyes. It was an espeon that I knew as Specter. He was the only one nice to me. "B-Because I can't take it anymore!" I shouted. Tears drowning my eyes. I finally broke. I cried into Specter's shoulder. He rubbed my back slowly as I cried. It went on for awhile. Good thing all the others were outside so they didn't see us cause that would be embarrassing. I felt strange being in Specter's arms. It felt good however. I felt safe. After I finished crying, I looked at Specter. He had that warm, goofy, beautiful smile that he always has. We stared at each other warmly for a bit before Specter interrupted the silence, "Do you wanna talk about it?" He asked softly. I nodded and told him everything.

After everything was shared, He looked deep into my dull red eyes with a empathic look. He just pulled me close to his face then-
Our lips pressed against each others. I slowly melted into his touch, It was so very sweet. He pulled away slowly as with wiping the spit off his chin. He looked at me again and asked, "How would you like to live with me?".
My eyes started to tear up when he said those words; "Yes!" I replied happily with tears sliding down my face.

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And that's how me and my husband got together. We've been ever happy since. -Umbreon