Drained... (Espeon X ?)

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This will be a vent. A sorta my own self insert. So, This story will probably not be a shipping or end up being. Also, I apologize for not writing for these past couple days.
Thank you.

Continue reading.

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Espeon stared at his pile of unfinished work on his computer. He sighed. He knew that he wasn't going to get anything finished. He was the cycle that he went through. He would receive work to finish and when he tried to finish it, He couldn't. He couldn't seem to focus or stay up to finish them. Because of his "Laziness", He was currently failing two of his classes.

He knew he was going to be yelled at for this. He just signed and covered his eyes with his paws. He stayed that way for a minute before he allowed his paws to flop onto the table in front of him.

He looked over at his unfinished coffee. He picked up the cup and drank the last of it down.

He stared at his computer again and processed to shut it down. He didn't wanna deal with this draining feeling any longer.

He gently put his coffee cup and spoon in the sink.

Warm water started flow down into the shower. He got in and allowed the calming water flow throughout his pelt. He tried his best not to look down at his more feminine body. He sighed and tried his best not to think about it either.

After he got out of the shower, He took his towel and softly rubbed it across his pelt. He also brushed his pelt until it was slick and flat.

He stared himself down in the mirror. He observed his subtle eyes bags. He sighed.

He looked down at his body. He had a angry and upset expression on his face.

He remembered how his mother body shamed him when he was younger, even when he was just a eevee himself.

'You're still fat!'
'Why do I look so disgusting?!?' 'Why am I like this?!?' He mentally yelled at himself.

He lowered his ears. He looked back at mirror and closed his eyes. He just looked like a puppy that was kicked one too many times.

He stayed in that position for a few moments before picking himself up and traveling to the kitchen.

He looked around for a snack. But then, he remembered his body.
"I don't really need it.." He quietly said to himself.

He walked to his bedroom and layed on his unkempt bed. He put his favorite headphones on and played some of his music.

He tried his best to relax but, he couldn't.

He kept telling himself the amount of work he had to finish. But, He knew he wouldn't get anything done. He would just stare at his unfinished work and not get anything done due to his major problem of his lack of focus.

Because he couldn't focus, He decided to do something creative to help him relax.

He grabbed some pencils and paper. He drew a few doodles on the paper. He smiled, He loved to draw.

But suddenly, "You're wasting time.." The voice in his head teased. He started to feel guilty. But, He loved to do this. It was one of his favorite things to do. He just couldn't do his work without putting pressure on himself. And that pressure could even make anyone very stressed.

He groaned as he walked back to his bed.

He pulled out his phone. And looked at his notifications. He ignored them. He opened up 'Wattpad' and looked at his unfinished stories. He chose one and tried to think of what to write down. But, He mind was completely blank.

He sighed as he knew that his work cycle will continue until summer. But, He'll still feel guilty either way..
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Sorry for this vent but, I needed to write something. Also I'll try my best to keep writing my requested stories.

Thank you for being patient.

(A/N: I meant self insert as a "X reader" thing. I believe I'm thinking of starting another book with just "X reader" so, be prepared and patient. I hope you like the "X reader" when it comes out)

Published: May 24, 2021

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