Legacies Imagines

Why her, not me?⚠️- Posie/You

^lol the height difference

Penelope and Josie were everything to you, and you were everything to them to once. They loved you more than you thought was possible. They were sweet, loving, caring, romantic, everything you wanted in a person and more. You trusted them with your life, but they fucked you over.

I feel your ghost, smell you all over my clothes
Oh, all your smoke's stuck in me longer then you did
I had my doubts, I had to check it all out
And now I see that you've run back when I thought you'd quit

They started to leave you behind. They replaced you with Jade, the vampire had been saved from the prison world and your girlfriends couldn't get enough of her. Suddenly, they weren't taking you on dates and surprising you with flowers, but they were with Jade. They didn't even bother to break up with you, you walked in on them kissing Jade, they didn't even care.

You took my air out of your lungs
So you could breathe with another one

"Penelope? Josie?" You ask in hurt, your heart shattering into a million pieces when you see them kissing Jade. They look over at you and frown.

"What do you want?" Josie asks.

"Wha-you-you're- what the hell?! You're kissing someone else!" You cry out.

Penelope shrugs. "So what? You can't be that stupid to know we fell out of love with you ages ago."

"What?" You ask, your breath hitching.

"You're nothing compared to Jade. You aren't as pretty, as smart, as funny, as sexy. Honestly, Y/N, you were just a waste of our time." Josie tells you.

"It's a surprise we fell for you in the first place." Penelope scoffs. "There's nothing good about you."

Tears stream down your face. "How could you?"

"We only used you for sex. Why else would we want you?" Josie asks.

"But you loved me." You whisper brokenly.

"Loved. Past tense." Josie says.

"You're nothing to us, Y/N." Penelope says with a glare.

"We hate you." Josie snarls.

You feel the air leave your lungs and you sob brokenly, running out of the room.

Oh tell me, why her, not me?
What did I do for you to wreck it all?
Oh Lord, it's not my fault
Why her, not me?
Why did you have to build the walls so high?
Oh no, I'm not done climbing

For the next few weeks you question everything about yourself. Why don't they love you? Why aren't you good enough? Why her, not me? What did you do to make them hate you? To make them fall out of love with you?

They loved you. They loved you. They loved you...didn't they? You were their Jade once, right?

You're not a waste of space, right?

If you weren't, then why did your parents leave? Why did Penelope and Josie leave?

What did you do wrong?

She heard about me, and all your history
I'm not tryna burn myself but I can let it go
Piece by piece uncovering dishonesty
Never been truth in anything I've ever known

Finding out I'm not the only one
Took the air right out my lungs

Jade knew they were still with you technically when they asked her out. She knew how madly in love they were with you, so if confused her when they asked her on a date. She questioned them about you but they shrugged it off and said it was over, but you didn't know that. You were holding onto something that didn't want you
anymore.