"I am a overdramatic, emotional mess, believe me you don't want to be involved" she sighed continuing "I am not a bet you can win over with a little persistence because first, i hate cliches and second, I am aware of those sweet gestures that turns...
While my mind was in a embarrassed state the rest of the ride to Jason's house was pretty silent. After what seemed like 10 to 15 minutes Jason started to pull over.
We entered inside and although it was night the few lights made it easier to make out the beautiful scene in front of me.
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Getting out of the car i took the design of the house. It was a beautiful one floor house with few green plants at the entrance. I couldn't figure it out completely since it was night and Jason pulled me intertwining our fingers in front of the wooden door.
He punched a few digits and with a click sound the door unlocked. Getting inside i was greeted by the big hall directly leading to the floor above with a half circling stairs. I looked around to find the attached kitchen and the fireplace.
Wow! Pretty luxurious.
While my eyes glistened from the lights in the house i completely forgot about Jason who was standing next to me with his hands in mine while i stared all around the house.
"You like it?" he asked pulling me back from my trance.
"It's so luxurious" i started staring all around again in awe.
I heard a small chuckle from his direction and turned my head only to find his amused look.
"What?" I titled my head staring at his face that was still plastered with that amused smile.
"Is it your first life or something? You look so mesmerized by it. It's not like you haven't seen something like this before" he states smiling.
"Well yeah but it's your house i just started thinking how you like things like these and what other things i might not know about you and ...... Well...... nevermind" i awkwardly returned a nervous laughter.
I might have been babbling weird stuff. I mean it's important to know what he likes but i guess it sounded weird or something.
"You awkward little bear" he smiled widely at me and pulled me in, kissing me gently on the lips.
I didn't had time to react to his touch but it only lasted a few seconds as he hugged me and caressed my hair.
"I love you so much" he whispered closing his eyes as his chin rested above my head.
I couldn't respond i can feel his small smile playing on his lips as he breathed in and out while embracing me.
"I um...." I breathed out hesitantly.
He noticed my nervousness and pulled me back to face me while i avoided his gaze. His hands held both of my arms to make me look at him but i didn't.
I bit my lower lip and squeezed my eyes shut before looking him in the eye but when i met his gaze they were staring at my lips.
"You shouldn't have done that" he whispered so softly, his voice was low and raspy. His breath fanned over my face as he started learning in.
I closed my eyes as his lips slightly brushed mine. He took his time and softly i felt his lips locked with mine.
It was different than any other kisses we had before. We slowly moved in sync not giving up any space or air. His hands threated my hair and the other held my waist pulling close so our bodies touch.
I tried to slightly open my mouth to breathe but Jason slipped his tongue without any warning and my body reacted with a soft needy moan while clutching his shirt with both my hands.
He led as backwards until my feet hit a solid surface and i fell back to what felt like a couch. His hand came from hair to the couch to support while the other stayed on my waist threatening to lower as he slightly grazed it up and down.
As he gets a ground he pushes me back and now turning the kiss into a rushed and more needy one. I felt a warmness creeping up in my body by now i was breathing heavily between the kiss. It's all so overwhelming, my mind feels dizzy i can't think straight.
"Jason" a small whisper escapes my lips as i feel myself loosing any control i had on me.
He abruptly stops, "shit" his voice comes out hoarse as he closes his eyes as if trying to take control while our foreheads touch, breathing heavily.
"I'm sorry i promised i won't force you for anything" he finally sits up while giving me a hand to sit beside him as well.
We silently sat beside each other for a while as i was trying to get normal from my flustered state. When i finally got enough courage to look at him i saw his head held down his hands in a fist while he takes deep breaths as if to calm himself down.
I felt disappointed i realized it's the same as my previous relationship I can't seem to be intimate with him, not the way he wants. It's all my fault.
"It's okay. We can do it if you want" I dreaded to see his reaction so i closed my eyes as i bit my lower lip.
"There's no rush. We can do it if we want, okay." He spoke in a calming tone as he embraced me. I nuzzled in his neck still closing my eyes and hand on his chest while the other intertwined in his hand.
"I'm sorry. It's hard for me" i mumbled.
He squeezed my hand and i felt a smile playing on his lips.
"It's okay. It's completely fine" he whispered in low soft tone.
After a few seconds everything calmed out within me as i breathed out deeply. I felt calm and comfortable with him.
"Should we go to bed then?" The second these words left his mouth i detached myself from him and looked in a panicked state with wide eyes.
He chuckled looking at my state, "my god! You are so easy! Look at your cheeks, do you always think dirty?" He started laughing.
"No it's not like that...." I tried to speak out loud but it only came out as a whisper as i could feel my cheeks getting hotter meaning more redder.
Perfect!
Why do i always think about these things around him anyway. Nice going Irene!
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Author's Note:
I was listening to bloodstream (From TVD Soundtracks) while writing this chapter and had a thought but then the song ended and i changed the ending.
Next chapter let's see!
Thankyou and i hope you enjoyed reading this chapter.
