𝑬𝒍𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒔 // 𝑺.𝑩.

-𝑿𝑰𝑰-

Happy birthday to the love of my life, Sirius Black for whom I would give my life to be real. I dedicate this chapter to him.

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"I've just witnessed a passionate make out session. Apart from that nothing important to be honest..."

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February 7th, 1977

Electra was laughing with her face turned red from not being able to breath like a normal person. Next to her was James not in a better condition and then they had Remus looking at them with a judging expression.

"It's not funny... I've always thought about it."

Electra tried to calm herself down and take a serious expression but after hearing James laughing for once more she gave up the try and fell onto her friend who was still laughing.

"I. I thought you were the serious one of the group!" James said between his giggles looking at Remus.

At that time the door of the dormitory opened and Sirius walked in with a smirk playing on his lips and a little bit flushed. He wandered his glance around the room and when he spotted Electra his glance stopped there and he stopped smirking. The girl lifted her glance and when hers mat his she stopped laughing and after smiling half kindly half awkwardly she decided to stand up.

"I think I should go..." And then she exited without looking again at Sirius who dropped his head down as she was passing next to him.

"So why are we laughing?" He asked as soon as he heard the door closing behind him. James looked first at Remus then at the door and then at Sirius who was again himself.

"Moony wants to start a farm and grow vegetables. In other words he wants to quit magic."

"And what's funny about it?"

"Electra said that if she ever got to visit me she would in purpose give me a potion that would make my tomatoes explode like fireworks." Remus simply said and James was in the verge of starting laughing for once more. Sirius smiled at the joke and walked towards his bed still with the smile in his face.

"Have you ever thought apologizing to her?" James asked suddenly since Electra was mentioned after a long time in their conversation. Ever since the accident had happened Sirius wouldn't talk about her and his friends respected that do they wouldn't discuss about her.

"She should apologize." He stated cruelly but he was breaking his own heart by letting these words escape his mouth. He had felt terrible when Diane got hurt and she hadn't even show up to see how was he doing. She hadn't apologize for hurting his girlfriend. He couldn't understand why was she hating Diane so much.

"It wasn't her fault. She didn't do that in purpose!"

"Do you think I care about that? She said she would always be there for me and when I was blaming myself for my girlfriend being in the infirmary she was absent. I needed her to tell me that it wasn't my fault. Something that Diane never said. And neither did you. You just kept saying that it wasn't her fault. I know! I know it wasn't her fault. But I do blame her for not being with me."

The two boys were sitting in silence waiting for his friend to finish. When he died talking he brought his glance to face them and you could see tears slowly appearing inside his eyes. Normally after that James would make a comment about how much the girl meant to him but he didn't. And neither did Remus who would also try to make him confess his feelings about her.

"Goodnight..." The long haired boy spoke for once more and fell onto his bed hugging a pillow. James stood up and nodded Remus to follow him. They approached Sirius and hugged him without waiting for a reply. "Leave me..." he whispered. "Go."