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KVD: Journal Entry #11

5th of December

I felt a lot today and I was quite sure that you were one of the few who made me feel alive.. or at least... your company made me a bit happy for a sudden moment.

Today, one of my childhood dream completely vanished away. A complete family. But then, I am happy to see my Daddy happy while holding the woman he really loves. Everyone is happy. It was magical. I just can't deny that fact that it still hurts.

But you're there. We talked and we laughed. It was like a beginning of something else. You've forgiven me for my mistakes and you checked on me.

I told you, I'm okay. It won't hurt me. I just missed you. Grabe, it's been so long since we talked to each other. Namiss mo rin siguro ako, 'no? :)

By the way, here's some words. I was watching one of the video clips from your performance when I wrote this.

You believed that the time will tell,
but can you ever hear what I say?
Time isn't ours, it's never stopping
I'm not gonna waste it here, waiting
I'll make my move, try my luck
so don't be snob, free the door, and let me knock

Cai, I like you so much and I'm not going to stop. One day, you'll love me back. I swear it.