27th of March
Happy Graduation Day and Congratulations to the only man I like this hard!
It's so sad to end a day as perfect as this. It almost gave me a sepanx. I don't want to be away but I needed to. Your hug made me want to think about my decision. But I think, for us to grow here, means we have to be apart but together.
Kaya habang wala ako sa tabi mo, I hope this journal would make you feel ease. If you have reached this page then it means you've read my thoughts and all of the feelings you made me feel. I hope those dates reminded you of the things I learned from you and from this.
Actually, at first, when I started writing this.. my thoughts were all about wanting to write to make papansin kasi I really thought na one day nga you'd take this notebook back but years passed and you didn't so I just made this as my own journal where I can write the things I wasn't able to tell you in person because it's either we're not okay or I'm just losing my guts to approach you and tell you those things.
Syempre kahit papaano naman, may pride parin ako. That I know my worth and I know kung hanggang saan lang dapat ako.
See? I was able to love myself this hard while falling inlove with you this deep. That's Kestrielle for you.
By the time you're reading this, I'm probably in New York already. Sana this won't be the reason for you to ditch your work and fly to me, okay? I can always compromise with these. I just know we'll see each other soon and I'm looking forward to that.
Just be patient enough. Don't ever lose your passion because that's what I love about you. Pero that doesn't mean na my love will be less if ever things changes because it won't. I love you for who you are and not just for who you aspires to be. I simply love everything about you but also, I don't want you to lose your passion because that's your dream right? And we promised that we'll have it all together.
I'm gonna see you soon, Cai.
And, oh... nasa Times Square nga pala ako kanina, I just picture us together. I hope it'll come true.. and with a kiss, please. Wala parin akong first kiss, Cai. :( 'Wag ka na madamot, ha. I love you!
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