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KVD: Journal Entry #9

5th of April

Hi. First off, I don't really know what to say. Despite of my apologies for the careless things I've done that affected some people important to you, I think it's never enough. I think an apology won't fix anything.

But then, after reflecting to what I've done and to what bounced back on me, I learned now to be cautious of all the words I will be saying. I may have offended someone from my post that was not intended for that mere purpose, but I am also aware that I don't deserve those words, either.

I am not perfect and I am capable of doing mistakes. I reflected on that, asked for an apology, and I am not turning the table—blaming anyone for this... but I just want to take this out.. I don't deserve this. I am more than the words they're throwing against me.. though, I do understand why you were mad. Your bestfriend left because of me. I'm sorry for that. But I hope you're not like them. I hope you'd still see the good and me, or least, just try to listen to me. I am more than that girl, Cai.