sunrise no sunshine | Buenvenidez Series #3 [ COMPLETED ]

8

Done with almost two semesters for the ninth grade got me long for a well deserved summer break. I just hope my tickets will come soon talaga.

Hindi ko kasi naenjoy ang Christmas break since we just went out of town with my dad, Tita Nada and Niña, hindi din umuwi ang family ni Mommy dito kaya hindi ko siya nakasama so summer break nalang ang nilook forward ko.

Yup, my mom is already a U.S citizen since she married my step dad who is a part of the navy, last last year. I have a two year old step-brother from my mom's side and so far, okay naman, okay din ako kay Tito Davis.

"I really deserve a good vacation after these.." I murmurred to myself while finishing my research paper. Ito na ang last requirement ko for the sem dahil tapos na ako sa iba pang requirements.

I take a look at my room and it was in a whole mess. Puno ng paper and books ang kama ko, makalat ang study table, nakalalat din ang mga damit ko at ang ilang pinamili ko last week. I really had no time to fix my room because of all the deadlines plus I have my final exams tomorrow.

This is so stressful. Akala ko pa naman marerelieve ako once na nakapag shopping na ulit ako for months pero hindi manlang nabawasan ang stress ko.

I shut my eyes while remembering what kept me hold back my money, my galores and my expenditures. Since that freaking mall show that happened almost six months ago, sobrang nabawasan ang mga gastos ko because of Tanya and I's deal. Well, it wasn't a good experience but daddy kind of appreciated it so medyo nasanay nalang din ako kaya ang last shopping ko pa ay pagkatapos ng Christmas break, at April na ngayon, so it's been three or four months since my last bonggang shopping! Ang last week kasi, I just bought a bag and some shirts so hindi siya bongga like my wallet didn't went home empty.

Keesh, you've been so good and you really deserve a good vacation talaga. I'm planning of going to Japan but I'm not sure if Dad would allow me.

Ah, why am I thinking about my vacation agad? Dapat isipin ko muna if I'll pass this sem or not. Sabay pa naman ang club duties! Palagi akong pick sa casting so hindi na talaga nabakante ang oras ko.

And somehow, it was a good diversion for me. Theater is really fun. Noong Christmas event sa school, we performed a short skit, noong January at February, may performance din kami at isa ako sa nag main cast kahit hindi naman grand 'yon. Magandang stepping stone for the spotlight since I really gained attentions and positive feedbacks along with all the suitors who surprised me on Valentine's day.

Kaso nga lang, I don't really have a time to even entertain and wala din ako sa mood to even try to find someone else kasi nga I have.. I still have.. a crush on this particular guy.

I sighed and gazed at my side table. Napairap nalang ako. It was our picture together when I was just about to audition, 'yung package na sinasabi nila kapag nag audition sa music club. I printed it and put it on a frame. Nakangiti siya doon. Napaka plastic. If I know he used to hate me that time because he's so annoyed.

Ugh, nakakainis talaga kapag naaalala ko siya. You know, hanggang ngayon ata napaguusapan padin ako at ang pagkakagusto ko kay Cai kahit ilang buwan na ang lumipas. Gosh, I just hope they would stop because I somehow stopped na, 'no? Hindi ko na nga nilalapitan si Cai dahil bukod sa wala akong time, nawalan din ako ng gana after the music festival.

Well, it was something I don't want to remember nor think about. Whatever I felt that night, I left it at that. Hindi ko na binalikan kasi wala namang sense.

"Ang tagal mo namang magprint.." I knocked on my printer twice. I am so gutom and antok na. Hindi na ako nakababa for lunch kanina.

"Keesh.." I pouted when I heard a knock on my door. Si Tanya siguro.