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KVD: Journal Entry #16

20th of February

So where do I start? 

Should I start with the fact that I confessed to you and you turned me down? Or should I start with the line... "I told him to date me and he just rejected me." I don't know! I don't really know!

I just know that shit hurts.. a lot. That I am here but you still prefer to like someone else who doesn't like you. 

I may sound brave earlier but I was so anxious inside. Pakiramdam ko, the ground would eat me up because it was embarrassing but I realized, what's actually wrong with the girls who do the first moves? As if that was bad. 

It wasn't. It was just some kind of a nerve-breaking situation where my blood ran cold and I was playing with fire. But it doesn't seemed wrong. I am a woman who knows what I am doing and what I wanted. I stepped up the game to shoot my shot.

I got rejected but that's okay. 

Basta sinabi ko sayo. I like you. Three long years and I'm still stuck here. I like you so much even with the fact that you won't ever like me back.