KVD: Journal Entry #22

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25th of June

Is it possible to like you as deep as this? Because sometimes, I'm also surprised with the fact that we're getting closer and I'm just falling deeper.

You are the least thing I was expecting to be called mine. It's just too impossible for someone like Caius to fall for an annoying woman named Kestrielle. Masaya na ako sa kung anong meron tayo. May we end up as friends or whatever you offer.. it's so fine with me.

But I'm falling hard and deep and it scares me to think of the possibility that I might fall alone. Pero sabagay, I started liking you without hopes.. and I want to stay here, liking you without hoping anymore. 

I may not be the person you'll fall for but I am the person who fell as deep as the depth of your eyes. Ethereal and never ending. That's how I'd describe my feelings for you. I think I can't be saved anymore. Na kung darating ang araw na may ibang taong darating sa buhay ko, hinding hindi ko magagawang kalimutan na minsan sa buhay ko, minahal kita.

I am not up for your red flags but I might just surrender my white flag. I'm so whipped. Dati naman, theater was the only thing that could make me go crazy then suddenly, you're just as important as the theater to me.

You've always been that dream to me, Cai. Na parang kahit hindi kita makuha at maabot, tanggap ko dahil sa mga araw na nakasama kita at sa mga araw na makakasama pa kita.

I like you even without the assurance that you'll like me back..

And worse, I'm not even sure if this is just all infatuation or it's already love.

And if it is, I want to know what version is this.

Is this the one that doesn't end? Or it's just a love that's shallow?

I hope it's not the latter.

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