Through You

Chapter 42 - Bye Bye, Baby

~Kylie

"Hon, stand up." I hear Ruru's voice allover the room, planting little pecks on my bare body.

"I am still tired." I complain, after our so called Reunion, all my body craves is sleep. And Food. It feels like my energy has been snatch out of my body.

I can feel him nibble on my ear. I can't help but giggle from last night, grabe nakalimot na ako ano pakiramdam paano madiligan.

"Akala ko gusto mo ko tumayo? Bat mukhang iba ang plano mo patayuin ha?" I whine. I feel so tired from last night I just want to lay my body on him.

"I have work remember, I can't stay in." He mumbles. Ay oo nga pala, sino ba makakalimot na may trabaho nga pala to.

I tighten my hug on him as he pull me in.

"We need to stand up." He demanded.

"Bat ako tatayo eh ikaw lang may trabaho?" Reklamo ko dito.

"We need to get back everything you had before we lost... Our child." Roan says with careful eyes, tipping his toes that maybe the reminder will pull me off this time.

He stands up, takes a piece of paper on top of his dresser and they walk back to me and held out the paper.

"Read it." He commanded before stepping back into bed to pull me in.

"Your scent never changes, you smell like vanilla and white musk." He continues kissing my shoulder.

"Ano to?" Tanong ko as I carefully scan the paper. Parang enumerated na di ko maintindihan.

"Number 1. Our baby." Nakasulat doon sa papel kaya binasa ko laking gulat ko nang may parang bilog sa gilid nung maintindihan ko, pinalo ko sya sa kamay.

"Aray, bat ka naman namamalo." Angal neto nang hindi pa din bumibitaw sa yakap sakin.

"Manyak mo." Sabi ko sakanya saka patuloy binasa ang sulat.

"Sayo." Aakmang papalo sana ulit ako pero nabasa ko ang susunod na nakasulat.

"Ang pagiging Amihan." I look at him. He doesn't say a word. He just stared at me. I waited for him to speak.

"I wanted you to have everything that you lost, and I am willing to help you." He says, scooching over to my side and letting my head rest on his shoulder.

"Thank you." I calmly say. I am questioning what I did to deserve him eversince the beginning, and now that I actually took him for granted. I am still in awe.

I held my hand up to read his list, the last one almost dropped me.

"Our little family." I look at him, almost crying, but he recognized it. This is what I like the most about him, he knows when to calm me and he knows when to let me grow on my own.

"I know how badly you got hurt when we lost our baby, but I know the Lord will grant us a much more better blessing than what we anticipated." He says, kissing my forehead.

"What if I no longer can have one? What if I end up losing one again?" The pain had marked my heart, it scarred me.

"We can always try again, gaya kagabi." He jokes, I am still in shock how badly I missed him.

Pero syempre binatukan ko pa din.

"Ang aga aga, Roan." Sabi ko, bat ba nag ssteal ng joking moments to, eh nagdrdrama ako.

"Maaga ka jan, late na nga ako, tayo na. Dinaadaan mo ko sa kwento eh." Roan says then taps my leg to make me stand up.

"Saka wag ka mag alala, if hindi mo na kayang sumubok muli, ikaw lang sapat na sakin." He says and kisses me on my forehead before standing up.