Through You

Chapter 44 - Finally

~Kylie

I breathe in, This is the first time I am laying my feet again at the main place where I saw my life, My love of my life, Roan. I gasp as I take a step towards what I though I'd never lay my eyes on again. Del Fierro is right, I deserve a good bye. He is fighting hard to gain my chance to be Amihan again. "Ky, Are you okay?" Ruru says, tightening his grip on me. I was so deep in my thoughts I haven't recognize that I am about to fall on my feet. I breathe again.

"Yes.." I say, bleakly. As good memories comes rushing through my system, I was reminded of what I lost in here. I could perfectly see how I black out, realizing some thing is wrong with my body. "We can reschedule taping, If you can't." Roan continues, I let go of my grip on him and tried to stand up on my own. All this time, I have been making use of the people around me to stand up. Far from the Amihan I've been trying to portray ever since.

"I can do this Ru, I wouldn't like to let Del Fierro's hardships to get me here go to waste." I say, completely letting go of him. With all my strength, I try to push off the thought of my sad memories here. If I didn't have any of those, How would I have known what it's like to be Happy?

"Kylie!" I hear a male voice shout from my back. It's Rocco. "Rocco!" I gleefully say, jumps toward him and jumps on him. I can still clearly remember how this man acted as a cupid on us. "Grabe! How long has it been? I hope you missed me din!" Rocco says, I can't help but touch the uniform he was wearing, I can't remember how long was it been? But I do miss the texture of the costumes rubbing off my skin.

"Huy, Ako ang pansinin mo!" Rocco says, tapping my forehead with the tip of his index finger, not once but twice. "Aray!" I exclaimed, Making Ruru run towards me and laugh. "Rocco." He says, calmly looks at Rocco, tapos pumagitna saaming dalawa. Rocco lets out a little giggle. "Okay, fine. Hindi na pipitikin." Rocco replied, my eyes are still fixated on his costume. How I miss wearing mine.

"Are you sure? You're ready to wear your warrior costume?" Roan asks, returning his eyes on me. I actually have no idea. After all that has happened, the last time I have worn that warrior costume is the day I lost my baby. I was restricted on doing fight scenes since the miscarriage has left my body weaken. I have no recollection before, but now that I have time to heal, I came to see the light of the things that used to bug me.

Roan must have anticipated that me wearing the warrior will trigger some memories I refused to remember. The only thing I pray right now, is that it will trigger those happy moments instead of the one thing that made me hate being Amihan. My doctor used to say, shoving my thoughts at the back of my head will do me no good.

"I am okay, Roan. And if in case I am not, I'll always remember to run towards you." I stated, he pulled me in towards him through my waist. "Ang tagal tagal kong sinabi yan sa inyong dalawa! Ang takbuhan nyo isa't isa!" Rocco says, completely reminding us that he is with us. Roan and I just laughed.

"Ate Ky!?" I hear a really familiar voice. I look behind me and see Gabbi. Oh, How I missed wearing my costume as she ran towards us with the ends of her skirts flowing around, letting air circulate through.

I smiled, probably the widest smile I've flashed ever since I was sad, It was Gabbi. Even though we had bad blood before, She was there to make amends, even when our relationship broke Her. "Grabe, Nobody told me na dadating ka, Walang nag sabi samin. Is this a surprise?" She asks, holding both of my hands. She flashed a little smile towards Ruru, I am glad to see a change of environment that I actually wanted. What she said made me look towards Rocco. If nobody knew, how come this man isn't shock to see me again?

"Bakit hindi sinabi ni Direk?" Roan asks Gabbi. Also confuse, but I doubt he noticed how Rocco didn't seem to be shocked that I was here. "Hindi ko alam eh, Hindi ko din naman nakita yung line up so I didn't really expect Ate Ky would be arriving." Gabbi replies. Seeing how she can now answer to Ruru makes me happy.