Through You

CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN - The Drift away

~Kylie

I feel a warm splash of water on my face running down my neck, At first, I couldn't feel the burn, but when it reached my neck, Npagtanto ko na maligamgam na tubig ung bumuhos sa aking mukha.

"What the fuck?" I say, standing up, groaning in pain, grabbing the nearest clothe I can grab to wipe the wet off of me.

"You need to stand up, you need to work, Dalawang linggo ka nang walang ibang ginawa kundi mahiga at mag mukmok, Mabait na ako sa dalawang linggong yon and this is the final blow." Martin says, holding a pitcher on top of my head, I roll over to the other side of the bed to avoid him, Pero when I look up, May pitchel din palang hawak si Kathy.

"Napagutusan lang ako, Kylie, I wanted to be kind in all ways, pero tama si Martin, Kailangan mo nang tumayo. 2 weeks ka nang nakahiga jan at sa loob ng 2 weeks na yon, Apat na beses ka lang naligo." Kathy says, Lowering the pitcher to my head.

I force myself to stand up, Bahay ko to, Nakapangalan sakin to. Sino bang nag inisist na mag tyaga sakin sa healing phase ko? Ako ba? Ilang ulit ko sila sinabihan na hindi ako yung Kylie na kilala nila ngayon, Hindi ako yung taong alam nila na ako. Tapos ngayon gigising ako ng may tubig sa mukha? Bahay ko to!

"So what, kaya ngayon, Pinapaliguan nyo ko? I can take a bath by myself." I took their pitcher, slowly lowered the dress I am wearing, I can't forget how many times Martin has seen me naked already, sya lang naman yung makulit on trying to get me to return to reality, si Kathy hindi naman nya ako pinipilit, pero Mart is hard headed, the only way I know on how to push him off is if I am naked, apparently, he still respects me as the old Kylie.

Ibubuhos ko na sana yung tubig, Mag lilinis lang din naman sila, Dadagdagan ko na. Sayang naman tinatambay nila dito.

"Hindi mo na ako mauuto." Martin grabs the duvet that has already gotten wet and covered me with it, He hugs me with all his might and drags me towards the bathroom. Nag pumiglas ako, but he calls Kathy, and as usual, Kathy follows him.

"Umayos ka na Kylie, Please, Dalawang linggo na ako naka leave, ubos na araw ko sayo, Hindi lahat flexible ang schedule at hindi lahat kagaya mo na kayang sumahod ng malaki, Ang mahal ng lifestyle ko bakla, I need the work." Kathy says, and then hand in hand with Martin in turns of dragging me to the bathroom. This is actually the first time in two weeks na narinig ko syang mag reklamo, she may do everything Mart asks, but she also does what I want her to, hindi nya pinaramdaman na si Martin lang ang sinusunod nya.

"Sasahuran kita, Good for 1 month, Umalis ka lang." I say, alam ko naman na kailangan nya ng pera, hindi sya kasing stable ng job namin and that's the least I could do for talking two weeks off her time.

"Bakla tigilan mo ko, ung breech of contract mo lang sa encantadia, ubos yang savings mo. Kaya ka namin pinipilit tumayo kasi hindi ka pa bumabalik sa encantadia, Bakla. Sinasabi ko sayo!" Kathy says, Dragging my feet inside the shower area, kahit anong pilit nya, hindi ako sasampa sa bath tub para makapasok sa shower area.

"Let go." Martin commands, Maski ako nagulat. Kathy follows and Martin sweeps me off my feet at binuhat ako saka nilapag sa bath tub. He forcefully closes the area and made sure he was strong enough that I couldn't open it from with in, ilang araw na din irregular ang sleep ko and hindi ako nakakakain ng maayos kaya hindi ko na kayang sabayan yung strength nya.

"Ngayon ko namimiss yung Kylie na naliligo lang kapag malungkot, Please, Kylie Pristine, Maligo ka na, Kailangan mo na umabot sa set mamaya." Mart says, I can still see his shadow, hindi sya umaalis. Umupo lang ako sa bathtub, Kasabay ng pag agos ng tubig ay ang kagustuhan kong lumuha ulit. Pero napagod nalang ako, Kahit anong iyak ko, andon pa din yung sakit, Andon pa din yung pag sisisi, Andon pa din yung hinananakit.