Through You

Chapter 46 - Finale

My heart is out for Kylie who underwent into so much pain, You have my side, Kylie. Thank you.

~Kylie

I groan in pain as my tummy goes into labor. This is 10 times more painful than when all of these medications have gone through my body to make sure I am capable of keeping my pregnancy.

I reached for the side bed frame and held on to it. "How much longer?" I shouted to Ruru, who's running sideways with head rotating to almost everywhere trying to attempt to calm me down.

"I don't know, Babe." He says, almost shivering, I ignored what my tummy cramps are trying to say and shot my deadly glare at him, Babe?

"I swear to God Roan Matthew S. Madrid, whoever you call babe, I am capable of strangling the hell outta you even when I am trying to push out your children." I swore at him, Trying to position my hip into position of comfort, trying to strengthen my grip on the hand rail I was holding hoping it would lessen the pain.

Yes, I am bearing twins. Fraternal Twins.

"I am panicking, Kylie. Okay, I will love you always and you know that, it's just my head is in places since well, you're 8 hours into labor and your cervix has dilated for 2cm only." He says, the doctor talked to him. And yes, the pain is really unbearable for me. And it's times two.

"Roan, hindi ko na kaya, pilitin mo nalang ako mag pa CS!" I squeal, I wanted to see my baby, I wanna be out of this pain, I wanna cuddle my baby's tiny fingers into the large spaces of my fingers and tell them how happy I am to finally become a mom of the children with the man I love.

"But you made me sign this whole ass agreement! You may reason out of me that that was pure hormonal but the consequence I face from defying from what you want will cause me forever!" He says, holding my other hand tightly as he kiss my forehead.

"Please! I've been suffering for 8 hours, I just wanna see my baby!" I complained.

You may be wondering, how the hell I managed to get pregnant when I was informed of slim chances of becoming a mom. So here it goes....

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"What are those?" I ask, why Roan is walking discretely besides me.

"Nothing!" He says, my curiosity peaks through, that's why I decided to roam around him and see what he's hiding on his back.

Condoms, all kinds, and instead of blushing, I felt sad.

Sa isip ko, hindi mo kailangan nyan.

"Sorry, I missed you so bad. So, I wanna do it often." He says, kisses me, and hugs me from the back.

But what made me wonder is we never insisted on using one before.

"Bat ngayon gusto mo nang gumamit nyan?" I blantly ask.

He turns my body towards him.

"I no longer want to surprise you this time." He pauses, he sits back, pulled me towards him and I sat on his lap.

"Before, I'm not saying you were not ready, nor am I. I just feel like. When you were gone." He pauses again, I don't understand a word he was saying.

"I realized when you're gone, looking back when you got pregnant, I didn't ask, were you ready? I didn't ask, is this what you want? To have a kid with me? I didn't ask, whether you were ready to start another chapter with me. I feel like I put you in a position without consulting you first, and, I am sincerely sorry." He says. Hugs me tighter than usual and waits for me to speak.

I was trying to comprehend everything he was saying, and before I could construct words to reply he speaks again.

"I just want this time for us to be ready, to say that we prayed for a child, to become the parents we wanted to be. I just want this time, when responsibilties of a child landed us, I want us to be ready, our future child deserves the best parents he could have."