Mrs. Bettger

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"Mrs. Bettger"

I feed her ice cream,

a stainless spoon approaching lips,

old and welcoming

on the day she turns 100.

I steer her down the hall,

the patter of wheels on tile

soft and now, in death,

silent.





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AUTHOR'S NOTES
✫・゜・。.・。. ✭

My first summer job was as a janitor at a nursing home. Some days I helped feed the residents, like Mrs. Bettger, who could no longer feed themselves. It was a wonderful job for a young poet, firmly anchoring my teenage perspective within the broader context of lives lived fully and, at times, to completion. It wasn't my first taste of death but it was a place where death was natural, even commonplace, and lacked the sense of tragedy we so often associate with it.

It's also a job that I dare say taught me some humility (from which I'm told I have since fully recovered). Do you know those moments where you walk into a public restroom, fouled beyond belief with something horrible splattered upon the floors and walls? You have a visceral reaction and that little voice in your head whispers "...I should call someone." Well that was commonplace and, in those moments, I learned quickly that I was the very person I was supposed to call.

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