Utaites X Reader

Really? *blushy*(Luz X Bipolar! Reader)

A/N! Okay.. so for those who have no idea whatsoever what Bipolar/ Manicdepressin disorder is, it is basically a mood disorder that causes the patient(?) or the person who has it (Idk what to call this) to be unable to control their mood properly like normal people can. So yeah.. read on to see i guess? :/

"LUZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHERE IS MY COMB?????????!!!!!!!!!!" You shouted from upstairs as you and your homie Luz are supposed to meet Amatsuki, Mafumafu, Soraru, Reol and Hanatan for a trip to the new water park that opened today and all entries are free, and of course, you can't find your comb and your hair is in a mess, like a bunch of seaweed, ya, that messy.

"HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW? CHECK YOUR MAKEUP TABLE MAYBE??" Luz shouted back, cuz, like i said, you were upstairs and he was already waiting for you in the living room. You looked around but still can't find it (TwT). "DAMMIT WE ARE GONNA BE LATE AND MY HAIR STILL LOOKS LIKE SEAWEED!!!!!" You shouted out of frustration and Luz walked up behind you with a can of dry conditioner (Is this a thing?) and sprayed your (H/C) locks with it, then took a comb from your bedside table and tied your hair in a cute side ponytail.

"There, you're cute now, get your bag and lets leave already or else we are really gonna be late and you know what happens if you make Reol wait for even a minute." 

You smiled and gave Luz a thank you hug and took your bag and went downstairs with Luz, ready to leave. Luz blushed slightly and got in the car and both of you left for the water park.

----- TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY NYAN CAT ----

Of course you both were late. "HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU TILL YOU GET IT? I HATE WAITING!!!!!!" Reol almost shouted at you only to be held back by Hanatan. "Reol chill" Hanatan stopped her and everyone sweatdropped.

You all entered the water park and got changed into you (F/C) swimsuits. "How do i look?" you walked towards them and winked as if you were walking down the runway. The boys blushed slightly while both girls started hugging you and squealed at how cute you were.

You all played till it was dark and went out for a pleasent dinner together, nothing too fancy, just some dinner. You ordered your (fave food) while the others' orders were taken. While waiting for the food, you started thinking about life all of the sudden, questions liike 'Why was I born into this world?' 'Why is it that these nice people are my friends?' 'Did I do anything to desserve this blessings?' While thinking of those questions in your daydream mood, you started to feel all sad and depressed, when your order arrived, you did not even bothered to look at it.

The others got worried, "(Y/N)?" Luz waved his hand in front of your face, breaking your daydream. "Heh? W-what?" you looked up at them with the 'what did i do...?' kind of face. "(Y/N)? Are you okay?" Luz asked you with concern in his voice while the rest loked at you with concern eyes. "Eh? I'm fine^^' Really ^^" you assured them and started eating.

--------DINNER'S OVER BRUH---------

"Bye bye ^^" you all waved your goodbyes and promised to meet up again soon ^^ (such good friendship TwT Yume-chan here is jelly TwT) As you got into Luz's car, you started feeling depressed again, you thought, 'what if all this was a dream? What if they are just being nice to me because i looked lonely?' The negative thoughts started coming in again, this time, your hands held your arms (like those crossed-hands-holding-self-cuz-you-are-sad kind of action).

Luz noticed this even though he was driving, "Ne...(Y/N).. is something wrong? Are yoou hiding something...from me?" "Eh...?...."  You looked up at him then looked back down, afraid to look him in the eye ".... I.....was dianogsed with bipolar disorder when i was younger..." Luz said nothing while you continued looking down "Luz.. are you angry? that... i never told you about this?" 

"..." He continued the rest of the way home without saying anything and in your mind you thought that he was upset. 

---------- HOMED AND LUZ JUST PARKED SO YOU ARE STILL IN THE CAR------------

"..." none of you spoke, just when you were about to leave, you felt Luz grab your arm, "(Y/N)... smile for me." You were already on the verge of tears and when he told you to smile, you turned to him and smiled while the tears fell down your cheeks. He pulled you into a hug "(Y/N)...just.. let us stay like this for a while..... I'm not upset okay? *softly sobs* just... i want to help you" He lifted your chin with his hands and sealed your lips in a kiss as tears continued down your cheeks. He then pulled away for a while.

"(Y/N).. no matter what troubles you face or what problems you have, I will still love you just as i have for these few years of us being homies. So please, come to me when you have troubles okay? I'll be here" More tears fell down your cheeks and you huged him more.

A/N IDEK WHAT TO WRITE AND IF I POTRAYED BIPOLAR WRONGLY THEN IDK CUZ I'VE RAN OUT OF IDEAS FOR STORIES OKAY? I'M SORREH!!!!!!!!!