Utaites X Reader

Smile (Kain X Reader)

Honestly, you hated expressing yourself through talking, you never once told anyone about how you were feeling, whether you were sad,angry,happy or frustrated, you never once told your friends or family, you always had a poker face in front of them, you never showed any expressions in front of people. The only time you showed emotions was through your music and stories. 

You were the kind that no one would notice when you stand in a crowd. You were tired of human interaction, but in order to survive, you still kept a part of yourself 'alive' on the internet. You created music and wrote stories, posting your created music to both Youtube and NND while your stories go up on wattpad. Online, you were known as "Pierrot", you were given that nickname by those who heard your music, be it covers or originals, you never once showed your face, instead you created a mask as your icon.

That snowy day, you opened your twitter to see new followers, you can't understand why would people follow you online, you don't post anything else other than sharing your new stories and music. You never updated about your life, never have you replied to anyone, never have you used emoticons/emojis online.  People often tweet you compliments and requests to show your face, but never replied.

That day, you received a rather odd tweet, someone sent you nothing but a smiley face emoji. You took it as a joke. 'odd' you told yourself. 

The next day, again, you received a smiley face from that user, this time with a word "smile". You were puzzled somehow. This guy, somehow, it was like he knew you, almost as if he knew you were the type who doesn't show emotions to anyone and is asking you to smile. 

You brushed it off, deciding it may just be some creeper internet dude.   

Weeks passed and true enough, the dude did not tweet you anymore. 'That's how it should be, emotions are meant to be kept to oneself alone.  Best to not show it for it's not essential for survival' That was your life quote, it was how you chose to live, you choose to live without showing emotions and without having to deal with real people apart from getting food and other survival essentials. 

Your twitter received another tweet from the creeper dude "A smile will look good on anyone"

You got somehow annoyed, you checked on this dude's account. 'Eh? Kain2525...? Where have I heard this name before?' You stared into midair for a bit 'Kain...kain...kain....' This name is so familiar....' 

After moments of thinking 'right! Kain, he's an utaite, I came across on NND once,his voice is nice'

Another tweet came in, it was from Kain again, "Smile :)" This time, he sent a picture of a cat smiling. You had a soft spot for animals, that picture made you smile. 'It's been awhile since a smile was put on this face' you thought as you  looked at the picture.

This time, you decided to tweet back to him: 

"Thanks for the picture, you made me smile for the first time in a long while" 

With that, you both started becoming friends, you would do collabs from time to time and even decide to meetup once in awhile after you move to Japan to start your new job. 

You finally got the job you always wanted ever since graduating. You wanted to work in a maid cafe even though you really dislike the idea of having to interact with people, you still wanted a well paying job while doing what you love - music,story writing and designing. 

You told your new friend, Kain, about you going to Japan next spring, he was excited to finally be able to see you. He told you all sorts of things about Japan until the day you needed to leave for your flight, he even told you that he'll be there to pick you up.

That night, when you arrived, you walked out to see someone holding a card with your nickname on it "Pierrot" You immediately knew it was Kain. You had a mask on as you caught a cold before your flight, but it was not a big deal so a mask served you just well. 

You quickly walked over to him and he did the most unexpected thing, he pulled you into a hug and kissed you on top of your mask. "Hehe, sorry, but I wanted to see you quickly because...b-because... I-I l-like- " You cut him off with a peck on his lips. You gave him a smile. It was your first time smiling at another human after at least 10 years.

You had grown to like him through your conversations with him through skype and twitter. 'Maybe some people are essential for survival afterall'