Utaites X Reader

Can you change fate?(Rib X Reader)

If fate has stoped my time, will you be able to accept that, or will you go back in time to change fate?

Those words were constantly on your mind, you never told anyone about it, just allowing it to keep repeating on and on in your own thoughts. Each day, allowing it to slowly consume your thoughts, dragging you deeper and deeper into the abyss of your own darkness.

They say that once we realise there are no monsters under our beds, we've come to terms with them in our heads.

The deeper you were dragged down, the darker the thoughts.

Until you couldn't take it anymore, you went up to the roof of the illustration studio at which you worked and sat on the ledge.

Under the peaceful sky with the big moon luminating the cityscape below, you sat on the ledge, listening to the peaceful night wind and the soft howls of some wolfs hidden amoung the forests somewhere far away.

Your tears have long dried up and the mask has broken down, now all thats left is an empty shell.

After what felt like eternity of listening to thw night lullaby, the metal door to the roof flung open with a loud "Clang!!!"

You turned sharply towards the sound, eyes wide looking st the scene before you.

Before the open door stood a panting Rib, clearly out of breath, it looks like he ran over in a hurry, judging from the sweat clinging his clothes to his skin.

"What are you doing here?" You asked nonchalantly, as if his sudden entrance did not faze you one bit, in fact, it really didn't.

He stomped, head down, towards your direction, as the rain started pouring heavily,
the roof becoming a wet and slippery deathzone in a second.

Youn only sat at the ledge eyeing his every motion.

No words were exchanged as he stomped towards you direction, yanking your arm harshly, pinning you to the slippery floor.

"What do you want with me" your expression never changing.

"Why... why are you doing this...why must you choose this path?! Why must you be here when you can be in my arms?!!" Even through the heavy rain, you could see his tears, dripping onto your face.

You remained silent, with only the comforting sound of falling rain and his voice cutting through.

"Why... why can't you just tell me what's wrong?! WHY MUST YOU REMAIN SILENT??!! AM I NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU? AM I JUST ANOTHER PERSON WHO YOU CAN'T EVEN DEPEND ON? Am I just that weak? Tell me... why are you always hiding behind your mask, why do you never tell me anything and keep smiling when i'm around... why... why must you choose to take your own life instead of spending it with me?!"

You remained silent still, even when his head sank into your chest. You laied still on the cold, wet floor.

After what felt like an eternity, you reached your hand out into the air just past his head, as if you want to grasp the clouds.

"I just want to smile freely, to live in my fairytale and have a happy end... but yet.. this is reality... no matter how far i reach, no matter how loud i cry out, this reality will never be changed into a fairytale. So why wait till fate eats me up when i can just fall into its awaiting mouth where my happy end is. You're too good for me, Rib, its not that i don't want to confide in you, I just don't deserve your time..."

Before you could finish anything you wanted to say, he lifted his head to face you, with his hands still on either sides of you, you could clearly see those tears dripping from his eyes as he leaned down to capture your cold lips with his.

Being caught off guard, your dull eyes widened slightly as your hand came back down to your side.

You didn't have to strength to puch him off, nor did you want to.

He pulled away and took a good look at you, those tears which you thought had dried up long ago were at the corners of your eyes, spilling like a stream.

"It's alright to cry, it's alright to laugh, it's alright to be yourself and create your own happy ending in this twisted fairytale we call reality. As long as I'm here, you don't need to think about the rest of the world. If you're not good enough for me, then I don't even deserve to see your tear stained face. Why can't you see that I've accepted you for who you are, why are you so slow to realise that I' care about you, i worry about you, and now my tears are for you" you knew he was struggling to say each word, yet you could not even master a reply.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry Rib, I'm sorry.." he held you close in a tight embrace, afraid of letting go, afraid of losing you once more, "I-i was so scared... i was scared of falling, I was scared of the expectations everyone had for me, I was so scared of being called a crybaby... I was so scared...of jumping..."

You cried into his shoulder while he was holding you close, listening to everything you had to say, listening to your true heart.

Even with the rain pouring heavily, he still held you tight.

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AYE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIB!!!!
If this one shot was suckish well i have nothing to say 😅

Welp! Hope you enjoyed!!

AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RIB!!!
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Im not even gonna space that out XD