Utaites X Reader

I miss you(mi chan x reader)

I miss you

You've been studying abroad for about a month now , you thought that you've gotten over that hopeless love. 

I miss your smile

Yet, everytime you hear his name being called by his adoring fans, a wave of jealousy and guilt washes over you.  Oh how you miss that cheery smile that was for you alone,  now that smile goes to every fan he sees, and you were no longer anyone special. 

Your laugh

Just as you missed him,  he never once forgot about you. He misses your bright laughter,  like a child,  so innocent and sweet.  Now your laughing voice only fills him with sadness and confusion, every time he sees you laughing with another man on your social media,  his heart aches to hear your voice once more,  for him alone.

Your cries

You've never let anyone hear or see you cry,  not even once,  until you met him.  He wiped your tears away with his warm hands, and comfort you with his soothing voice. Those were the happy times, now you return to nothing but emptiness and no one to hear your cries of despair.

Your hugs

Whenever he was upset over anything,  your hugs brought him comfort and the peace he needed. Your arms were his personal hiding place,  where nothing can harm his being, yet now his hiding place was gone,  he has no where to return to,  only the cold emptiness awaits him.

Your kisses

Oh how long has it been since those lips of yours were occupied with his own.  You missed his soft chapped lips on your sweet ones, his unexpected surprise kisses just to see your blushing face. All the love you felt back then, now it pains you so.

And your warmth

The warmth which cannot be replaced by anyone, now gone without a reason. The cold nights were hard to get by, even blankets could not provide the warm he needed to get through the painful, cold nights of solitude.

I miss you,  so,  so much.

As you stared out the cold window and out into the silent winter night, you looked up at the starry skies, only to be reminded of him once more. 'Why must love hurt so bad, yet feel so good' you thought to yourself as tears subconsciously fell again.

He stares at the bright moonlit sky, grasping his phone tightly, hoping, just hoping that the love of his life would tell him her reason for the breakup.

As you stared at the night sky, as the tears continued like a never ending stream, you thought about telling him,  but it would only hurt him more.

He wanted to know the reason, even if it would hurt him,  not knowing anything was even worse,  almost as if he was suffocating.

You decided to call.

He decided to call.

The call got cut due to both sides calling.

You gave up.

He called once more.

You picked up.