"Say... Soraru.... if you could travel back in time to your childhood days, what will you say to yourself? Will you even try to tell him to do anything different? Or will you just watch him from afar, knowing that it will all be alright?"
As you laid in his warm embrace, that thought crossed your mind and you blurted it out unknowingly.
"who knows? I might just tell him that he will have a beautiful girlfriend and that he will get to hear her melodious voice each night and kiss her delicious lips whenever he wishes and-"
He was cut off by you giggling, "what's with that you dummy, i'm trying to ask a serious question here" your giggle slowly died down towards the end, which made him look up towards the ceiling with his bangs covering his eyes.
"I won't do anything, if i changed my past, I may never even be with you or even worse, i might never have met you, so i won't change anything" As he finished saying those words, you burried your face into his chest, squeezing him a bit, which made him sit up to pat your soft hair.
"Then what would you do if you could go back in time, (Y/n)?" You looked up at him with small tears at the side of your eyes, which took him aback a little and he held your face, bringing it closer to his, while wiping those tears away.
"I-i... I thought of... j..just e-ending her..life.." as you blurted out the few words, he crashed his lips into yours, your tears couldn't be stopped, falling like the sorrowful rain outside.
You wanted the kiss to last, but you had to breathe, breaking the calming kiss and panting slightly for air. Soraru smile warmly at you as he tucked a stray strand of hair behind your ear.
"If you ever had those scary thoughts again, i'll be here to give you peace." He hugged you in his warm embrace once again until you fell asleep.
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For some reason, i find this one reaaalllyy crappy.....
OK SO I FELT REALLY CRAPPY WHEN THIS IDEA CAME TO ME SO YA TWT
IM SO SORRY OR NOT IDK :')
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Hope you enjoyed!!!
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