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Minsung / Stray Kids / Twitches

Jisung is annoyed. Very annoyed. Minho is making way too big of a fuss out of this and it makes Jisung feel small, uncomfortable, and like he can't take care of himself.

During the last few nights, Jisung might have been a little stressed, causing him to fall asleep crying. Minho has been there, calming Jisung down, although Jisung doesn't even know what's been stressing him out this much. Maybe it's just his anxiety acting up like it does once in a while.

After feeling severely anxious yesterday morning, Jisung even took the day off, because he knew he couldn't take it. It's not like Jisung feels the best today, but it doesn't matter anyways, because if he misses the dance practice, he will stress even more and feel even more anxious.

It gives him a good feeling that he's actually going to do something today. And the members will act considerate, he knows that, so Jisung can't help but roll his eyes when Minho looks at him in a very serious way and says, "I don't think you should go, Ji."

"I heard you the first time, Minho."

"I don't want to make you feel like you don't know yourself and your own limits, I'm sorry if it seems like this. I just don't want you to feel worse than you already do."

Why does Minho stay this calm? Why does he have good reasons for his behaviour? It makes Jisung feel a little dumb which makes him feel even more annoyed.

It makes sense that Minho thinks so. But if Jisung stays at the dorm, it will end even worse. So Jisung snaps back, because he doesn't know how he's gonna get his point across otherwise.

"You are neither my mom nor my therapist, so shut it Minho. I've got enough of your attitude."

Minho's caring expression crumples and turns into a hurt one. Jisung hurt Minho. Who's the one with the attitude, certainly not Minho.

But Jisung needs this. He needs Minho's attention to focus on something else than himself. Otherwise he might just sink to the floor right here and now and cry and sob and break down and scream bloody murder, because fuck- No, Jisung is really not feeling up to going anywhere but their bed. But if he goes to bed, he knows he'll feel guilty, so incredibly guilty for not even trying. So Jisung changes into sweatpants and a loose shirt. He leaves the dorm with the rest of his members, but he doesn't talk to Minho, although Minho tries a few times.

Minho still tries.

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The dance practice starts out okay. After talking to Chan at the start and telling him about yesterday, Jisung tries to stick a little more to his oldest hyung. Chan is a comfort person to him, as well as Minho is. He's the leader, the one to welcome Jisung in their group, he has a special place in everyone's hearts.

Chan reassuringly smiles at Jisung once again when they stop their practice to take a little break.

When Jisung grabs his water bottle, gulping down the soothing liquid, his head twitches to the side. Water splashes everywhere, covering the lower half of Jisung's face, the sound of it hitting the ground drawing everyone's attention to Jisung. He's already flushed, embarrassed to his core, on the verge of apologizing, but his head painfully jerks again.

And suddenly, he can't stop. His head keeps on twitching, similar to what people would call tics, and Jisung looses the grip on his bottle. The water drenches his pants, his shirt.

A sob escapes Jisung, the helpless feeling of having absolutely no control tightens his chest, resulting in countless more tears running down his cheeks. Hands grab Jisung's face, but the constant jerking forces them to let Jisung go, and he can't see. The blurr in front of him isn't lessening, the constant moving doesn't allow his eyes to focus.