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💜 Snowdrop Flower 💜

Context: The nightmares about your father's abuse never seem to cease, and along with that, you're being bullied in RAD. You've had enough, it's so hard to pretend to be happy when you're in so much pain. You decide to find other means to distract yourself from the pain of your life.

Request made by: phoenix604

Caution: This chapter goes over familial abuse, self-harm and bullying.

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(M|n) let out a shaky breath as he laid on his bed. He was too fearful to sleep. Lately, all he'd been having was nightmares. They were all about his family too, specifically, his father.

He thought that staying in the Devildom would help him forget, however, it was easier said than done. His father continued to haunt him wherever he went, and (M|n) was reaching his breaking point.

His bloodshot eyes turned their attention to the recent cuts adorning his inner wrists. He had tried so hard to stop, but the impulse to cut grew too much.

His parents never cared to understand why he did what he did. They just constantly continued to belittle him, and tell him off for every single little mistake he made.

He was so happy to be away from them, but the exchange programme wasn't going to last forever. He only had six months left until he had to go back to the human world. He was terrified. He'd rather stay in the Devildom, with all the demon brothers.

The human restlessly tossed off the blanket that had been covering his body. He hadn't told any of the demon brothers about his nightmares nor about his past. He didn't want to seem like he was seeking attention. . .

(M|n) pondered upon how he could get himself to sleep without feeling this dread, when a random face suddenly popped into his head. Belphegor was a heavy sleeper, so he wouldn't notice if he climbed into his bed with him, right?. . .

He thought that maybe if he slept with someone at his side, then the nightmares would cease because he felt safe. At this point, it was his only option since he didn't want to spend another whole night plagued with the thoughts and dreams that he experienced when he was all alone.

Sluggishly, he clambered out of his bed whilst clutching an Azuki-tan toy close to his chest. It had been given to him by Leviathan for his birthday. Levi didn't know just how much comfort this stuffed character brought the human. After he cut, he always felt horrible. He knew he shouldn't have done it. . . But sometimes when he was in pain due his memories, the pain of cutting his wrists helped distract him. He no longer thought about his parents.

Azuki-tan would be there for him, not judging, and (M|n) would lay awake the rest of the night, cuddling her as he tied tight bandages around his bloodied wrists.

The human crept into the dark hallway, listening out for any of the demons as he made his way up to the attic.

Belphegor, despite having finally been freed from that room, continued to sleep up there. He said to the others that he found comfort sleeping in that room after living in there for so long.

(M|n) was relieved that Belphie still slept up there. It meant that only him and Belphegor would be there, and there would be no one else.

After what seemed like forever, (M|n) finally stopped at the door of Belphie's room. He stood there for a moment or two, gnawing on his lower lip. Though he'd come up here so confidently, now he was having second thoughts about all this.

He might accidentally startle and disturb Belphegor whilst he was sleeping, and the human knew how irritated the demon could get if his sleep was disturbed.