Obey Me! Characters x Male! Reader • 1 | Closed! |

💝 Feelings 💝

Context: Lord Diavolo keeps inviting you out. . . And feelings for him are starting to develop, but you're scared once he finds out your truth, that he may not accept you. . .

Request made by: aquariumz13

In this particular chapter: It involves a FtM (female to male) reader. Please feel free to call me out if I have written something that is either invalidating or incorrect. I will gladly modify what's already been written.

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(M|n) nervously walked into his last lesson. He clutched his book tightly to his chest as he made his way over to his seat. Lately, he had been feeling a little anxious about himself. Every time he looked at himself in the mirror, he'd see something about his body that didn't seem right.

He just wanted to be rid of this feeling of doubt entirely. . . He was finally living how he truly wanted to live, yet there was this small part of him that felt like he was betraying the demons by hiding this huge secret from them.

(M|n), he was. . . Transgender. He feared how the brothers would react to his secret that he had kept to himself for so many years now.

He never used to fear coming out as transgender. He remembered the day he came to realise that he didn't feel comfortable as a girl. He was just so happy that he could finally put a name to these feelings that he'd been feeling ever since he was young.

He never felt like he was in the right body. He envied the boys, wanting to be just like them. When he lived with his family, there was no way that that was happening. They always spoke scornfully of the LGBTQ+ community, and (M|n) never understood where their deep-rooted hate stemmed from.

Hearing his family numerous times insulting people who came out as trans or gay and clearly showing their distaste for the pride community got to (M|n) a lot. Sometimes, he wondered if there was something wrong with him. . . Back when (M|n) felt like he had no one to talk to, he turned to online.

Despite the few negative commenters when he spoke about it on a platform, there was overwhelming support for him and these people, not his family, made him feel normal again. He no longer felt alone.

His family's criticisms had gotten too much, and before he knew what he was doing, he packed up and left on his 18th birthday. Along with running way, he legally changed his name, he began dressing the way that he wanted to, and not how his family wanted him to.

Once doing all this, he made sure that no one could possibly ever find out about his past, and what he used to be. That person no longer existed. (M|n) was (M|n) now, a male with a bright future ahead of him.

He tried to not feel guilty about hiding who he was forced to be, but at times, he couldn't help it. If he truly trusted the demons, then he should just be able to tell them. . .

The human let out a shaky breath, pulling out his chair to take a seat. He tensed when he noticed an envelope sitting upon his desk. He had failed to notice it when he first came into the classroom. Hesitantly, he picked the thick envelope up. He was surprised to find an elaborate wax seal on the back.

On the front, his name was written in a fancy font, that had to have been written by hand. The boy sat down, worrying about opening the envelope. After a lot of deliberation, he finally let out a small sigh and opened it up.

(M|n) was always early for his lessons, mainly due to the fact that he hated coming in last and feeling all the demons' stares on him. So, he was alone right now, and able to look at the letter without a spying eye on him.