RUINS√(Unedited)

Chapter 25

This is the last, I thought to my self. I made sure I made myself a stone. I do not understand myself why I came rushing to the airport when Cane texted me today Yvo's gonna fly abroad.

Nakita ko sila, hila ni Yvo ang hindi kalakihang maleta habang nasa gilid niya si Bridgette na nakangiting nakahawak sa kamay niya. I gritted my teeth in anger.

"Kit, Im sorry." malungkot na tumingin sa akin si Cane. Malamig ko lang siyang tiningnan. Hindi ko kailangan ng awa.

I don't even understand why I rush here to see a glimpse of him. Wow! That's ridiculous. I guess that's human nature. To continue enduring kahit masakit?

I look to them again, tila literal na nanakit ang dibdib ko ng makitang nakangiti sila sa isa't isa. Hindi ko na napigilan ang luha at hikbi ko. No matter how hard I deny it, nasasaktan pa din ako. I dont wan't him to go because I love him too much.

"T-Tara na." yaya ko kay Cane, ngunit hindi ko maigawang ihakbang ang paa ko paalis.

I stared at them more at handa na sanang umalis ng lumingon sa kinaroroonan ko si Yvo. He was surprise to see me staring at him.

Yvo is just a passing experince. My first love that will eventually turn into a memory and soon I will be able to laughed and smile genuinely as I will remember my memories with him.

Tumalikod na ako nag umpisang palayo. Dire diretso akong naglakad habang nanlalabo ang paningin ko. Napahinto akong ako ng may humawak sa kamay ko.

"What are you doing here?" malamig niyang sabi.Pinatayan ko ang malamig niyang tingin. Silly me to think na mas pipiliin niya ako. I look up at him. Wala na yung kislap ng mata niya tuwing kasama ako.

"You should not have come."

Natawa ako ng malamya. Para ano? Para hindi ko makita kung gaano niya ako niloko? Para hindi kami magpang abot ng kasintahan niya? I fisted my hand and looked at him angrily.

"Ikaw na lang ang meron ako." panimula ko. I close my eyes. This is the last. Ibubuhos ko lang yung galit ko, makakalimutan ko rin siya. I bitterly laughed, nababaliw na nga ako.

"You made me feel loved and especial.." I trailed. I look at his eyes. His eyes were emotionless and hard to read.

"Though it's a lie. You made me feel that I am worthy to be loved. T-thank you." I croaked. He looks taken a back with what I said.

"Dont be surprised Yvo." matigas kong ani. "I did not say I forgave you. I will never forgive you." I showed him how hurt and wrecked I am but he can't go without hearing a word from me. It's unfair that I am the only one hurting.

"I'm sure darating din ang karma mo." I wiped my tear.

Galit akong tumitig sa kanya."Darating din ang karma mo. Someday you'll wake up and think of the the things you did to me. Dadating din ang babaeng magpapabagsak sa'yo and when that happens? I would be the happiest. Itatak mo iyon sa kokote mo."

Kung sa inaakala niya iiyak na lang ako sa isang tabi kagaya ng dati he better think twice.  I'm not that weak, timid girl anymore. I learned my lesson the hard way.

"You said you didn't like seeing me? Well guess what? I dont like seeing you too. I just came here to say these."

Just like every body else he would leave me too. My experience made me like these.

"In time, I will love somebody else Yvo. I'll make sure I will forget you." Nangangalit ang bagang kong ani. I want to hurt him too, make his life hell just like what he did to mine. I will not beg him to stay with me. Mom, Dad and him. Pare-pareho lang sila.