Smut warning: 16+
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These boys... when I say they could worry... BOY could they worry.
They were overbearingly worried.
They couldn't leave me alone for more than an hour, with constant texts and calls frantically asking if I was okay whenever I didn't text them back... though I was in no-way complaining.
However I did mess up the other day when I mentioned feeling a little down because revision had started and I was already realising I had so much to learn and would probably fail my exams.
The guys had gone mad with trying to make me happy again by sending me funny pictures and videos every 10 minutes. Yoongi even went as far as to call me up to have a 'serious' talk about telling him every ounce of my emotional range.
But honestly, I've been feeling a lot better since coming home...
I've only had depressing thoughts a couple of times, but when I do, just thinking of 'them' helps me come out of it...
At least I had them.
It was the 23rd of April, the day that the 'I NEED U' teaser came out...
And just by the thumbnail, I knew I wasn't ready...
I really wasn't fucking ready... this looked- this looked so much different from their other stuff... my heart was beating so fast... why am I scared?!
Okay here we go...
Holy fucking shit... Holy fucking shit!?...... Holy Fucking SHIT!!!
That was... that was so...
So dark! So emo! I FUCKING LOVE ITTT!! Oh my God... that was-
They looked so grown up... like fuck- what happened....
God it looks so dark and depressing!! Why do I love it so much!?!
God I need to call them right now!!!
"JOOOOONNNNNNNNNN" I screamed as soon as he answered my skype call. By the looks of it they had all just been dancing, based on the amount of sweat cascading off their faces, and the roughness of their breath.
"haha hi petal"
"hi cutie!!" Jungkook called as he bounded over.
"This isn't fair!!!" I started to scream "This looks- wow- this concept, it's so grown up- I can't even talk, I'm so fucking excited like I don't know what to do with myself!"
"okay honey calm down" Jin laughed
"How can I be calm when you all look like men!!"
"don't we always look like men though?" yoongi laughed.
"Don't you start, mr. I stroke pillows seductively!!" I yelled pointing my finger right at him "Yeah I saw! How dare you be that Hot!!! Right when I'm not there!!!" They all laughed at my fury, they all knew I wasn't really angry, just emotional as hell. "and your Fucking hairrrr!! It's pink!!! How DARE you look that cute!! HOW VERY DARE YOU!!"
"we're glad you're excited Y/n-Ie bear" Jimin giggled, leaning on Namjoon all toothy and happy.
"and what the hell were you doing in a bath tub!! So many unanswered questions!!!" They laughed again as I held my head in my hands.
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