STAY WITH US (BTSxreader)

Chapter 38: War of Hormone

Long chapter, because why not.

Trigger warning: mention of weight loss, drinking and all around horny-ness, also some suggestions of depression.

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It only took a couple days before bang was calling my phone, though for the first couple rings I couldn't bring myself to answer it. Anxiety clouded my actions as I imagined just how sour his voice would be, about how the boys had probably told him how upset I was. He shouldn't have to do this, he was just doing his job, How could I talk to him after all this...

Although, the guilt of ignoring him was almost too much to bare, so by the third ring I was grasping my phone as quickly as possible and reluctantly answering.

"Hello Sir!? I'm so sorry f-for not answering sooner, I-I was just worried-"

"Y/n it's okay, I'm just glad you picked up" I was shocked, his voice wasn't stale or sour at all, instead it was...warm. "The guys and I have had a talk about everything-"

"I'm sorry Sir, I told them not to, please, I know you were just doing your job and I agree, I was getting too close"

"No Y/n, it's okay, that's not it... I think I made a mistake... when I said you needed to distance yourself, I didn't mean completely" I paused...wait really? "Although it's a little unusual, I know how much you mean to the boys... taking you away, at this point, would be bad for everyone." I couldn't believe it.

He thought I was good for them?... "I've read the lyrics to their songs many times, I've helped produce them... so when I found out they were about you... their feelings towards you were made clear... and even though it's a little unorthodox, it's the real thing..." I couldn't process what he was saying...

He knew how they felt about me?! Oh my God...my head "and I don't want to stand in the way of that... Especially not now after they all stormed in my office, demanding justice" He chuckled slightly, and so did I, the image of the seven boys plodding around, emotions boiling over was slightly amusing. "But the point is, what I said over the phone to you still applies, and I really wished you didn't hang up so quickly that night, but... you need to be careful, I'm just saying...please don't go away completely... As much as you are just an intern or ex-employee to the company, I'd be lying if I said you weren't more than that. You've been here since the beginning and you've not only believed and supported the boys, but also the company... you are part of the family here, so please don't slip away" I had never heard Bang so troubled, so heartfelt, it tore me apart.

"Sir, thank you, I-I know I have to be careful, and because of all of this, I know I will be... but thank you so much, I don't know how I would have survived without you all being in my life...Especially you Sir, you were there when I was sick... I can never re-pay you for that" I sniffled, relief flooding my veins faster than extasy.

"there's no charge Y/n, as I said, you're family" He hummed through the phone, and for a second I had to stop and just thank the Gods for just how lucky I was. "So, I expect to see you here at Halloween?" He cheered, finally causing a little tear to drop from my eye.

"Of course Sir, I'll be there" I chuckled. "thankyou" I sniffed.

"No problem my dear... just one more thing Y/n... I hate to leave you on a low note, but it has to be said..." My heart raced a mile a minute in anticipation... " Just, please be careful Y/n... you can't have them all, and I don't want any of you getting hurt...whatever happens between you all, just make sure to stay friends"

"I understand Sir, I've got it under control" I understood completely... well at least I think I did... no matter what happens there can't be any arguments...no matter what, we'll stay friends.