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Chapter 26: New Years 2013

I always got nervous when I had to sleep with Namjoon... but I couldn't understand why. When we first met, I was very intimidated by him yes, but I should be over that by now!

"Y/N is it okay if I sleep without a shirt on? It's more comfortable that way" WHAT!????

KILL ME NOW

IM DEAD

"y-yeah sure, no problem" I mentally cursed at myself for stuttering, and by the small smirk on his lips, he picked up on it too.

I decided to crawl into bed first, that way I could have my back turned so I wouldn't have to see Namjoon's bare chest.

"Hyung do you have to go shirtless?" I could hear Jungkook whining from Namjoon's bunk, clearly not pleased at all with his elder.

"Y/N said it's fine, though" Namjoon insisted, making the younger boy grumble in response.

"Fine, just... don't touch her" He warned in a huff.

"Pfft, I'm not a pervert Jungkook" Namjoon chuckled.

"Yes, you are Namjoon" Jin confirmed from his own bunk.

"Well, you're just as bad!"

After a while Namjoon finally crept into bed, the lights were turned off and everyone said their goodnights. My brain was still wide awake though... were they really perverts? Or where they just playing with each other? ... did that mean he thought of me in that way? Was he thinking that right now?!

My overthinking session was interrupted when I felt Namjoon's arm snake over the top of my waist.

Breath... just breath.

I tried to distract myself, letting my brain roam to other areas of the world...

though I may have become a little too relaxed when I turned around, forgetting all about the topless person, now in front of me. I could feel his body tense next to me, he was definitely still awake...

I didn't dare open my eyes... maybe I can pretend that I'm already asleep... but how could I when I knew that just in front of my eyes was a teenage boy's bare chest.

My heart went wild from the feeling of his warmth being so close, so close I could twitch my finger and touch him. I could feel my breath bouncing off of his skin back into my face and I wondered if he could feel it too.

Normally we would cuddle, but right now I couldn't move a muscle closer, no matter how badly I wanted to.

I really don't know what came over him... but I was tremendously shocked when Namjoon decided to shift. His arms going to my armpit and rip cage to slightly lift me up and place me back down, now lightly on top of him. My head rested by his collarbone as my hand ran slowly along his firm chest which burnt to the touch. My leg naturally wrapped around his right side, my foot resting just between his legs.

I could feel his heart beating in my ears, it was so fast, like he had just run a marathon. I'm sure mine was the exact same though, we both let out a sigh before relaxing our tense bodies, before slowly drifting to sleep.

...

The morning after I tried to keep my distance from the shirtless boy... the others had screamed at our comprising position when the morning came. I felt even worse after seeing the puddle of drool I had left on his shoulder. I quickly wiped it away before anyone else could see, though I know that I was unsuccessful with Yoongi, who caught me in the act, looking at me with a small smirk... urghhh how embarrassing.