STAY WITH US (BTSxreader)

Chapter 40: all out in the open

Utter shame and humiliation flooded my being at the sight of Jimin's scorching gaze burning right through me. I immediately jumped down, pushing Yoongi's body away slightly to give me some room, which didn't please him very much.

Jimin wasn't saying anything, just staring, his eyes as cold as dry ice as he scanned the two of us up and down.

I was going to open my mouth when two more figures came barreling through the door, laughing and giggling. Though that died in their mouths once they felt the icy atmosphere in the room.

"what's going on?" Namjoon asked, realization in his voice, Taehyung beside him looking extremely scared.

"Yoongi and Y/n were making out" Jimin's voice was stale, so stale that it stung.

"Jimin!" I screamed out in shock.

"you did what!?" Taehyung's eyes looked shattered, but they were nothing compared to the fact that Namjoon couldn't even look at me.

"I-" I felt awful, no! more than awful, I felt evil, like I had played all of them. I had to make this right, no matter what "it's true, we kissed" I didn't really know what to say, but I knew I'd have to have them all there when I did "I think it's time we had a family meeting"

...

And here we were, all of us standing awkwardly in the Living room, some looking hurt, some enraged and some looking very confused.

and then there was me... shitting myself.

"o-okay, right, I brought you all here to have a family meeting because- well because I kissed Yoongi"

"you what!?" Jungkook yelled.

"but that's not all... I've actually kissed a number of you... and I feel terrible about it..." Their eyes seemed to sink a bit at the revelation "I never meant to hurt anyone with my selfish actions, I was just so sad before I got here, and then to have you all again...I went a bit man with desire. But the thing is, we all just grew so close that I didn't know if those kisses and all the touching meant anything serious... or if -if they meant anything at all" This was killing me to say to them... and so, so awkward.

"But still, my actions have been confusing and wrong... I know how hurt you all must feel right now but really and I never wanted to two time anyone, I- I slipped up..." deep breathe Y/n... here we go "honestly..." Oh God my heart is racing so fast right now, I can barely breathe.

Here goes nothing I guess...

God I hope we can still be friends...

"okay umm...I l-like you all... and not just like... I like, like you all..." Their eyes all seemed to widen to the size of planets, but then soften just slightly as I continued "and that's crazy! I mean, how can a person like, like 7 different people?! I mean, even I don't understand it! but it's the truth... and that's why I can't say no to any of you when you treat me like... well like you..."

"like you too" Yoongi finished for me, making my heart squeeze.

"exactly...and I'm sorry... I made a promise a long time ago that something like this wouldn't happen, but it grew so slowly that I barely even realized when it arrived" I huffed out a breathe, now for the hard part. "My actions have been selfish, and I need to become more strict with myself... that's why I think we should set some rules in place, so that we stay friends and that I can't be tempted by anything romantic"

"wait Y/n..." Jin, begun "what if we... want the romance"

"well of course you do, perv!" Yoongi sassed.