STAY WITH US (BTSxreader)

Chapter 41: Period

"darling? Are you asleep?" Jungkook's voice was clear in my ear and pulling me away from the wonderful dream I was having. I nodded my head against his chest making him giggled, He turned so that we were both on our sides, our limbs jumbled up together. "no you're not" He whispered in a giggle. "wake up" He flicked my head softly making me groan.

"what time is it?" I grumbled as I cracked open an eye to see him.

"like 1am" The look I gave him next was absolutely terrifying and even I knew that. Though he only laughed me off, snuggling into me deeper. "sorry baby I just couldn't sleep" Concern washed all anger away from me as I moved my hands to start stroking through his hair like I had been doing a few hours earlier.

"what's been keeping you up baby?" I didn't notice the little slip up of the nickname until it was too late, and judging by the little tensing of his muscles against my skin, I could tell he heard it too. Thankfully he didn't comment on it.

"Just the thought that this will be my only time to hold you like this... till Christmas" he mumbled miserably into the night air, truly it was sad to think about and I knew how he felt.

"it won't be forever Kookie" I tried to not only reassure him, but myself.

"I know... it just feels like it" He huffed "and especially now, knowing I can kiss you..." There was a short pause and I held my breath "like this..." he pressed a faint chaste kiss to the inside of my neck, tingles erupting across my body "and knowing you want me to do it too... but you'll be so far away" I had no argument to fight back with this time, instead I just let out a long breath and agreed.

"I know" This time was going to be hard, knowing all I'd want to be doing was be in their arms kissing them franticly till I saw stars... but I couldn't. "I promise Kookie, one day I'll be here forever... if you still want me then that is" He pulled away slowly from my neck, eyes obviously irritated even in this low light.

"sunshine, have I not made it clear enough? I love you and I'm going to love you forever" His voice was getting just a bit too loud, panicking I reached up to where he had distanced himself bringing him closer, shushing softly.

"shush shushhh, Okay baby, I believe you" I giggled, and the crazy thing was, something in me did believe it, allowed it. I wasn't pushing it away like it didn't exist or like it couldn't.

was I starting to accept all this love?

"You better, because it's me and you forever sunshine" My heart fractured at his beautiful face scrunched up in a happy laugh, it was so beautiful... and I realized in that moment, I wanted the exact same thing, even if he was being serious or not...

I knew what my new dream was... it was that... it was him... and hopefully them.

"promise?" I hid the small tear that crept out of my left eye, instead showing him my best toothy smile.

"promise" He smiled back like a dream, so gorgeous and so joyfully perfect, I couldn't stand it any longer before I was leaning up and kissing him lips softly.

All the memories of our first kiss flooded back to my brain, though only for a second till I pulled away and all too quickly lost that brilliant spark.

I became a little shy in the seconds that followed, but looking up I saw the biggest toothy smile shining so bright above me. It was only a second before he was leaning down for a much longer, much stronger kiss.

I had missed his kiss so much, those cherry sweet lips of his that I dreamt of on lonely nights. He tasted like love and something reminiscent of toothpaste.