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Chapter 20: Leaving Home

Today was debut day, which meant the showcase, everyone at BIGHIT was nervous. Every member of staff was running around like a headless chicken trying to get everything done. The boys were restless, they were VERY nervous, and I could read it on every one of their faces. Though they were still acting like their goofy selves, showing off their accessories and joking around with each other. I was probably the most visibly nervous, I couldn't stop walking around and my teeth were chattering non-stop. I had been given the job to film the behind the scenes again, which meant a lot of filming the boys being silly. Though they spent most of their time practicing the choreography and warming up their voices.

When it came time for the performance to actually begin, I was shaking like a leaf for them. I watched them from behind the camera crew as they performed 'No More Dream' for the first time in front of the cameras. They all wore t-shirts with their names on, it was so cute, although they performed with fury in their eyes.

When the performance ended for a second time, I ran to go congratulate them, though I found it tough as I had to be silent behind the camera. I hoped my smile would show them all how proud I was of them. Though my smile fell as I saw the tears in Jin's eyes, my heart cracked, and my brain rummaged to figure out what was wrong. I followed them back to the dressing room walking straight to Jin, I turned my camera off so I could talk to him.

"Jin? What's wrong?" I was so worried as members of staff fanned his eyes as he dabbed them with a tissue.

"ahh I made a mistake, my pants kept falling down" He sounded so heartbroken, so disappointed in himself. I hugged his arm and held his hand, trying not to disturb the staff's hands drying his face.

"Jinnie it's fine, I didn't even notice it" Which was true, I had no idea something went wrong.

"It's just that I practiced so hard" He wept again, I moved to his back and pressed my chest against it as I rubbed his shoulder in comfort.

"It's okay Jin, it's okay to make mistakes, it was only small" I said these little things soothingly till he calmed down enough that he could get changed into a new outfit.

There would be many performances today and tomorrow, it was going to be non-stop.

After a couple more performances and luckily, no more tears, the pictures for the day were being taken. I filmed them pose in different goofy positions and I was so happy to see them all stay the same funny boys, even under all this pressure.

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The next day came and this time the boys would be performing in front of a real audience. Today's atmosphere was a lot better; the nerves were calmed a fraction and all the boys seemed to have relaxed a bit more. Some boys were falling asleep due to the many performances the day before, but that didn't stop them from performing perfectly today.

The crowd were great, they screamed at all the tricks and special moments in the song, and honestly, so did I. When the song came to an end, I couldn't help but scream and cheer for them, the loudest that I could... I'd have to edit that out later.

Jin was feeling a lot better today too, all those worries had come out yesterday, instead today he played pick-a-boo with the camera, making me giggle.

The day ended again with a few photos to remember the day.

"Y/N come here" Yoongi called to me which instantly made the other boys call me over too.

"What?" I looked shocked as I held my camera up, still filming.

"You need to be in a picture with us!" Tae sang as he jogged over to drag me over to the group of boys. My grin was so massive, I turned my camera off and posed with the boys as the staff took pictures of us. We took quite a few pictures, sometimes the boys would have their arms wrapped around me and others we would be pulling funny faces. I knew if I ever got a hold of these pictures, I would treasure them forever.