Pa-Charms

Charms 29

Ashton's POV

Its already 12 noon nang bumangon ako sa higaan. My mom and dad visits our lolo in Manila and I'm the only one here in our house.

Bumangon ako sa kama ng matamlay. I coudnt sleep properly last night and Im not even surprised when I saw two dark circles below my eyes.

Its been three days since the day Denver decided to ignore me.

I know he did not ignored me entirely! I know that because he always smile and gives me nods whenever we see each other.

But thats what freakin makes me mad!

Hindi na siya nag iinitiate ng conversation, nginingitian at tinatanguan nalang niya ako tuwing magkaka salubong kami he sometimes doesnt even smile at me.

Damn!

Also...

Do you know what I realized after those three fucking days?

.

.

I've been crushing on Denver.

All these times, the feeling of messing up that day I told him I did not like him back was because of it.

But its true though.

We doesn't share the same feeling.

Because I think... I loved him all this time that we are together.

Fuck I messed up big time!!

I was building up my courage para bawiin ko yung sinabi ko sa kaniya about his confession.

And I thought na mapapadali ang pagbawi at pag-amin ko since he is the one who always initiates a conversation like if he talk to me again one more time I would definitely grab that opportunity  and talk with him about that night.

But all of a sudden...

he stopped .

He motha' fuckin stop talking to me!!

Now I need to be the first one to make a move. Maybe I'll start asking him or I'll talk to him like what I used to do.

Napasabunot nalang ako sa sarili kong buhok.

This is frustrating me.

Puta ambobo mo kasi Ash!!

Napagpasyahan ko nalang na dumiretso sa banyo para maligo. I need to freshen up.