FORBIDDEN #3: Searching for Love (b×b)

CHAPTER 30: Love

REECE'S POV

Hindi ko nagawang makatulog buong gabi. After Onyx revealed that they found another lead to my mother's unsolved murder case, as much as I want to know, I immediately ended the call. Without a word.

It's my mom's birthday. I don't want hearing anything from the case before I visit her grave. Ayokong pumunta doon ng may dala dalang galit at puno ang utak. Gusto kong makaharap siyang muli ng maluwag ang puso at payapa ang ulo.

After taking a bath, I put on a suit and went out to have breakfast.

"Gudmurning, Channieeeee!!!" gaya ng inaasahan ko ay nasa dining table na si Caden. Magulo pa din ang buhok niya at nakasuot ng pink na peppa pig pajamas.

The heavy weigh on my heart suddenly lightened and my lips went up for a small smile. He walked towards me and gave me a hug. "Goodmorning, wife." I whispered while my arms are still around him. "How's your sleep?" tanong ko habang inaayos ang buhok niya.

"Maayos naman po, Channie!" maligalig niyang sagot. "Eh kaya lang nanaginip ako na namatay daw ako, Channie. Nagjump daw ako sa bridge." Bahagya akong natigilan at napatitig sakanya. "pero sinave daw ako ng seben dwarps at kasama pa nila si Cinderera!"

Natawa ako. "What a nice dream you had." Binitawan ko siya saka kami nagsipwesto sa lamesa.

"Ikaw Channie? Ano napanaginipan mo?" nginitian ko lang siya. I don't want to tell him that I didn't have any dream since thoughts haunt me until sunrise. "Siguro ako 'noh?" nagpigil siya ng ngiti sabay lagay sa plato ko ng napakadaming hatdog. "Tas kinakain ko hatdog mo?" mas lalo pa siyang ngumiti na ikinatawa ko. "Yieeee tumatawa siya! Totoo 'yon, Channie noh? Ikaw ahhh? Kung ano ano pinapanaginipan mo diyan." sinubukan niya pa akong tuksu tuksuhin.

"You're crazy." natatawa akong umiiling.

"Pero.." bahagya siyang lumapit sakin saka bumulong. "Pwede naman natin gawin 'yon, Channie.." His cheecks were flushed with pink. "Masarap 'yon."

I pushed his face away from me. "It's so early in the morning. Stop asking for a blowjob, Caden."

"Sige na kasi, Channieee." Here he goes again. Another day of Caden asking to get a suck. "Alam mo ba sabi ng mga Doctor na healthy sa umaga ang pag-inom ng gatas!"

Wow, trivia.

Kinuha ko ang isang baso ng gatas at inilapit sa harap niya. "There.
Your milk."

Tiningnan niya lang 'yon tsaka ngumuso. "Ehh ayoko nyan! Gatas mo kaseeee! Mas masarap 'yon tas mas malagkit, Channie! Ibig sabihin mas healthy din!"

"Sperms are not healthy, Caden." sambit ko. "They're not for consumption."

Bumusangot siya. "May baytamins and menerals kaya 'yon, Channie!"

"No. Still no." Iling ko at nagsimula ng kumain.

"Ket isa lang po Channie?"

"No sucking of dicks. Eat."

Hindi pa rin siya tumigil. Hanggang sa natapos kami sa pagkain ay todo pamimilit talaga siya. As much as I want to do it too. I mean wouldn't want a blòwjob? but it might get further than that and the next thing I'll knew he will already be bending on the dinning table. I don't wanna lose control and make him bleed again. I did it twice already.

After taking Caden to school, I drove directly to the cemetery where Mom was burried.

Minsan sa isang taon ko lang siya nagagawang bisitahin. Sa tuwing kaarawan niya lang. I don't come here during her death anniversaries. Those kind of occasions shouldn't be celebrated.