My roommate Luke

A date with ashton

Abby's POV

I regretted the moment I fell asleep. It was like every touch that was discovered faded. Every echo of a touch was gone. I wanted the moment between me and Luke to last. But it didn't. I'm honestly growing feelings for him. It's like water is slowly growing on my seed for my love for him.

I've always loved Luke as a friend but not in the way were I actually love love him. But now, I'm realizing everything I've been missing. It's like reality finally hit me that Luke could be the one. But I'm still confusing myself. It's like I like him as a friend and BAM I like him more then a friend. It's a never ending pattern.

But right now I'm in a tough position. I like Ashton and he's my old time crush, but I'm growing feelings for my best friend ever. Ashton is amazing but Luke knows everything about me. And I know everything about him, and I love everything about him.

I've seen all of his sides except for one. I've never seen him have a girlfriend ever. He's never had one. And I've never admitted it but I've always wanted to be his first. Yeah I sound bad, I'm liking two guys. But liking Luke, was unexpecting. I never planned on liking him. It just.... Happened.

But is it bad that I'm glad it did? Any guy could touch me or talk to me and I wouldn't feel anything at all. But whenever Luke does, I feel something. Like something's meant to be. I don't know the feeling quite yet, but I hope I will know.

I flinched as I felt a warm, large hand wrap around my bare stomach. My eyes fluttered open, blinking a couple times to adjust my blurriness. I looked around my room before looking at the face right in front of me. My heart was hoping it was Luke, beating as fast as it possibly could. But it wasn't, it was Ashton. Is it bad that I was upset that it wasn't Luke? Why did I want Luke?

A smile was curved on his lips as his Hazel eyes glared in my green ones. I looked away from him, looking to my right as I was propped up by my elbows. To my surprise, Luke wasn't there. I felt a pain go through my heart, like I was missing him. Whenever Luke wasn't around I felt empty. It's like I always need him. He's my energy bolt.

"Is everything ok?" Ashton asked confusingly. "U-um yeah, everything's ok." I said as I continued to look around.

"W-where's everyone?" I stuttered, noticing we were all alone.

"Oh they're all making breakfast, are you ready for our date!!" Ashton said happily, squeezing my side. "Ye-ah, u-m can we bring the boys with us?" I stuttered. Gosh why am I so nervous? I honestly didn't want to go alone, this was my first date.... Ever.

Plus I'm nervous around my crushes. I will be a complete mess. "Haha, alright babe, that actually sounds good, we could like go to the fair or something!" Ashton said like it was no big deal.

"Oh my god that's my dream date!" I said with my eyes widen. "Looks like were doing that." Ashton smirked. "Yay!!" I cheered, causing him to laugh. "Your so cute Abby." He giggled before leaning in and pecking my cheek.

I blushed even harder as I felt his lips touch my skin. "Hey guys- whoaaaaa, what's going on here?" Calum said, stopping in a complete halt as he was near the door.

Me and Ashton looked towards his direction instantly and we both blushed hard. "God Calum I just pecked her cheek." Ashton said, noticing Calum's kinky smirk.

Calum's arms were crossed, eyebrows raised, and a smirk across his face. "Mhm sureeeee." Calum giggled. "Were serious!" I laughed. "Yeah ok Abby." Calum chuckled before turning on his heel and walking away.

"I'm serious!" I squealed as I got off the bed and I chased after him. Calum screeched before running towards the kitchen. "Believe me boy!" I laughed as I ran after him. "Never!" Calum laughed as he continued to run.

"Calum!!" I screamed, laughter wrapped around my voice. I giggled as he stopped in a halt and I ran right into his back. We both stumbled and I felt 2 large hands wrap around my upper arms. I gasped, turning around to see a giggling Ashton. A smirk formed on my lips as his eyes locked with mine.

"Someone's hyper." Ashton chuckled as he looked down at me. "Yup." I laughed as I poked his nose before getting out of his grasp and I walked towards calum and I slapped his stomach.

"Ow." Calum laughed as he placed his hand over his stomach.

I rolled my eyes before waving my hand at Michael who was drinking soda. Yes Michael is weird like that. "Your drinking soda?" I chuckled as I walked past him.

"Mhm." He hummed. "In the morning?" I asked. "Yup." Michael said as he held it up higher.

"Interesting." I giggled before opening the fridge. "Where's Luke?" I asked as I scanned the rows of food. "Brushing his teeth." Michael mumbled before sipping his soda.

"Guess what guys! Were going on a date!" Ashton cheered out loud as soon as Luke quietly walked in. "Really?!" Michael and Calum asked.

"Yup! And you all are coming!" Ashton said. "YAYYYY!" Michael yelled before hugging me tightly. My eyes widen as I sucked in my breath. "O- Michael!" I said as his tight arms were wrapped around my waist. "I knew you two would eventually date." Michael said before letting go of me and patting my head, making my hair messy.

I gave him a death glare as he smiled down at me , still patting my flippin head.

"Is that so?" Ashton smirked as he made his way towards me. "I thought the same thing." Ashton smiled as he put his finger on my chin and he lifted my head up. I blushed as I smiled up at him.

"Aww so cute." Calum said cutely.

I broke the eye contact me and Ashton shared before looking over Ashton's shoulder. I just realized Luke was standing there the whole time, leaning on the wall with his arms crossed.

"I thought it too." Luke spoke. My heart broke at the sound of his voice. It sounded normal but I knew it hurt him inside. Did he really mean it? I hope not.

"So were all coming huh?" Luke asked after breaking the eye contact we shared. "Yeah." I said in a nervous voice. "Excellent, where are we going?" Luke asked. "The fair!" Ashton cheered as he wrapped his arm around my waist.

"Aw Abby's favorite place." Luke smiled before looking over at me. Wow he's really good at hiding his inner feelings.

"Yeah she wanted you guys to come along." Ashton said.

"Oh she did?" Luke popped an eyebrow, looking directly at me. I gulped as I stared in his eyes.

"Yeah." Ashton chuckled.

"Interesting, you didn't wanna be alone with the guy did ya?" Luke asked. My eyes widen at his comment.

"Um, n-no I just wanted you guys to come, is that a problem?" I said, crossing my arms.

"No, not at all" Luke smirked. I had no idea what this boy was thinking of. Was he mad? Jealous? Happy? Excited? Sad? I couldn't tell behind his smile.

"But this will only be a one time thing, all the rest of the dates will just be me and you." Ashton smiled before rubbing his thumb on my side.

I smiled as I looked up at Ashton. I quickly looked over at Luke to notice his smile fell, breaking on the floor into a million of pieces. He cleared his throat before excusing himself and walking towards his room, leaving me confused, yet knowing why he was sad.