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That hurt. pt.1

Tw: ⚠️ Self harm mentions⚠️

Taylor pov

I hated this. Y/n grinding all over some dude, and she just let him do the same. I quickly dragged her out of there and went home.

"I'm sorry!", she said for the million-th time. "Shut up! I don't care! You don't get an excuse" I yelled. We went into the kitchen. "Excuse?! You're making it sound like i fucking cheated!", she yelled back. "Well what the fuck do you call grinding on some guy at a club?!", I said.

"Dont be fucking dramatic", she rolled her eyes. "I was having fun. Do you want to control that aspect of my life too???", she said. "Well maybe if you actually acted like an adult for once and not an immature child, I wouldn't have too!!", I yelled back.

"I'm not the immature one taylor. You're the one who's screaming at me out of sheer jealousy!! Because that sounds pretty damn immature huh", she told me. "Oh really?! Okay, what do you call having You're girlfriend pick you up at 2 am at some bar? What do you call crying after every little inconvenience? What do you call having random outbursts? Immature.", I said. "I'm not immature, you're just controlling!! You need to control everything and anything!! Its so annoying!!!", she yelled.

"At least I have control over my life. You don't even have control over your fucking razor!!", I then said the worst thing possible. She looked at me with the most hurt and fearful eyes, and ran upstairs. I made a comment about her SH. She hasn't in years but its still something that sticks with her. I sunk in everything I just screwed up here. I didn't mean it, but it just came out.

I walked up the steps and stood outside the locked door. "Hey, baby. I didn't mean anything I said, I'd never. It was fucking stupid for me to say that in defense of myself. Your 100% right. I'll sleep on the couch tonight because I know I fucked up big time. You're perfect baby, you really are. I love you so much", I said before walking away. I slept on the couch that night, without anyone with me, not even the cats. But I deserved it. I definitely deserved it.