Taylor Swift imagines▪️GXG▪️

She used to call me darling pt.2

[Some1 said it. So I hurried tf up and typed it lol]

Taylor pov

I still miss her. I feel all the guilt in the world for leaving her like a jump scare that you didn't expect. But I wasn't the one who made that decision, I wasn't the one who wanted to split us apart. We found eachother in 2015, a time where everything seemed so out of place.

Yet she stood right there next to me the whole time. As she was my source of happiness, my image became everyone else's. People spread rumors and shamed me, out of who knows what. Everything went downhill, everything except y/n. Her love seemed so strong and unbreakable, love that was once ours.

But even my own team stared working tirelessly to make me look perfect. Pretty soon, my management got through the cracks of my personal life, and demanded I break it off with y/n before anything got leaked or known. No fair right? Well shit, I wonder how y/n feels.

I must be even more of a terrible person after agreeing because I was afraid of not being accepted for who I was. She was brave and prideful and I was a selfish coward who's image was more important than her girlfriend.

My love for her isn't gone and I don't think it every will be. We didn't even end it peacefully, we ended it with crying and separation, a feeling I promised I'd never she her feel.

Spite the feelings I felt. I'm seeing someone new, Someone great. Joe is an amazing person with and amazing personality. Maybe he'd be good for some other women, but that women isn't me. "I love you", I tell him everyday.

and I hate myself for lying.

[Sucks I know. But somethings don't have a happy ending]