Taylor Swift imagines▪️GXG▪️

"Toxicity at her finest" pt.1

Y/n pov

I can't believe her. Taylor's ignoring me at this huge party, or at least isn't paying any attention to me whatsoever. again. We go to parties all the time and she regularly shows me off to everyone, yet recently she's been leaving me alone at these events. "Tay", I walked up to her, she kept speaking to Karlie, "Tay", I repeated uncomfortably. "Hm?", she slightly tilted her head to the side, still facing Karlie with all the focus on the taller blonde. "Why don't you come drink with me?", I suggested, "you have your friends, don't you?", she told me while nodding her head to a conversation I was clearly not a part of.

I rolled my eyes to her turned shoulder, "No, they um, they left", I informed her. My friends left about an hour ago but I didn't have the courage to go up to taylor immediately after that so I've just been floating around the place. "Oh", was all she responded with, 'oh'????, you've got to be kidding me right now. "Yeah, so you wanna have a drink before we leave?", I suggested once more, "I've already got a drink, but you can go home if you'd like, I think I'll stay a little while longer", she blankly told me, a hint of irritation in her voice.

"I wanted...oh..n-nevermind", I said when she walked away from me, following her friends. Tears clouded my eyes when I came to the realization that she didn't want to talk to me, then tears fell from my eyes when I came to realization that she never did. I quickly rushed to restroom to clean myself up, so I'd at least look decent before leaving to go home. Whilst in the middle of fixing up my make up, taylor walked in drunkenly. "Why are yyyyou crying?", she slurred and smiled randomly, So I ignored her and scoffed.

"Don't scoff at me", she got defensive, "don't start Taylor, just get a cab to someone else's tonight, okay?", I said and tried to walk away. But when I did, she grabbed my wrist and stopped me from leaving out the door. No body was here and frankly, Taylor was scaring me with this sudden use of physical restraint. "Taylor let go", I told her, "not until you tell me what happened, bitch", she said with venom, "Don't call me a fucking bitch, you were the one ignoring me remember? Dumb whore, let go", I knew fighting fire with fire wasn't ever a solution but to be fair, I've been holding it in all night.

"Dont you ever call me a goddamm whore!", she said and I got shoved into the wall, and she was right up against me, holding me there. "O-okay", I nervously mumbled, now knowing that my previous choice of words wasn't a good one. I then felt a hard slap on my cheek making me cry in pain, "say it louder.", she told me, alcohol reeking her breath. "Okay", I said louder, fear was now my only thought. She was absolutely capable of harm towards me and she knew that, which is why drunken taylor decided to use it. She just looked at me harshly one more time, before shoving me away and leaving out the door.

I slid down the wall in tears, and to make things even worse, Karlie walked in. "Oh my god, babe what happened?", she pulled me into a much needed hug, but I still couldn't stop shaking. I wouldn't tell her, I couldn't tell her. If I did, she wouldn't believe a single word that I said because she's like Taylor's best friend. "Y/n. Tell me what happened", she said more strictly, "I can't", I sniffled, "You can. You trust me, I promise", she reassured and rubbed my back. "Taylor....h-hit me, she hit me", I gave in. Karlie clenched her jaw, "if you don't believe me, that's fine. J-just please go", I begged in tears, "No, No, hun I believe you", she told me and grabbed my hand, "you Wanna stay at my place tonight? I have a guest room", she offered.

"Really?", I asked, "of course, c'mon let's get you cleaned up", she smiled warmly and helped me to sit ontop of the counter so she could wipe off my makeup. "Gorgeous", she told me and led me out of the bathroom, then out of the party. I saw that taylor took our car home, "lets get out of here", Karlie pulled me away and we went to her house.