Taylor Swift imagines▪️GXG▪️

Dear my love, I fucking hate you.

Y/n pov

Me and taylor have been dating for about a year and a half. She made me feel so in love, a tsunami of a once unknown feeling. When I believed I was straight, I had just assumed all my relationships with men felt either like friendship or like it was too fragile, because I hadn't met the right person. I was wrong, I hadn't met women, I hadn't met Taylor. When we first kissed, it was at a party and we both knew we weren't drunk.

It was on a pool table infront of everyone, people cheering us on as they thought it was just a hot thing women did, as if we were doing it to entertain them. Afterwards though, It wasn't just a kiss and we didn't feel utterly nothing when we shared it. I told her I loves her a couple months ago and she said it right back, the 3 words slowly became a necessary way to say goodbye. I used to be uptight about who I let into my heart, I've been broken so many times it was hard to hold the wound open for someone to stab it again.

Today was Taylor's volleyball game and I was sitting on the bleachers inside the court, watching her and the team get ready. I was partially on my computer, finishing up on due work but still kept an interested eye on the pre-game preparation."Love you babygirl, we're going on the bus now. Wish me luck!", she kissed my lips with such happiness. After pulling away and a quick peck to my jawline, she grabbed her bag and practically flew out the gym with her fellow teammates.

I just giggled at her excitement for for game ahead, And I was 99.9% sure they'd win. As I looked down at my side, I saw that Sue left her phone. Frantically, I shot up with her phone and tumbled over the bleachers before running out of the gym to catch up to her. I was glad when I saw a few of her teammates still walking down the hallways to the bus, meaning they weren't gone yet. I went out the door and saw her walking with a bunch of teammates on the sidewalk to her bus. I kept running, trying to get her attention so I wouldn't have to get onto the bus.

We she got right outside the bus door, some guy pulled her wrist back making her turn around. She playfully rolled her eyes and kissed him.

Kissed him.

It didn't last for just a second either, I grew steamier and she had to be pulled away by her eager team members. They hugged a moment, him grabbing her ass, her looping her arms around his neck in the process. I walked up to her, since I was already close enough to catch up to her. Summer, her friend and teammate tapped on her shoulder as I was right there. "What?", she whined because she had to break away from the guy, her eyes quickly landed on me.

"Y/n? W-wait please- Don't get mad", she pleaded once she realized what I had just witnessed her doing. "I was gonna give you your fucking phone. So here you go bitch", I said, and threw her phone straight onto the concrete. "Please.", she begged me, tears threatened to trace one after another down her cheeks. "Fuck off, enjoy your stupid game", I told her before walking away. Summer had to drag her into the bus to get her going so they'd make it on time.

I took out my phone and texted her once before blocking her completely;

Dear my love,
I fucking hate you <3