IN TO YOU ( a 3zun story)

Chapter 29

Jin Guangyao's pov

After knowing about them. I don't know what to do, how to react. I should be happy, right?. Yeah I should be happy for them.

I just smiled at them. Then we continued eating. Then after lunch when I was going for my next class I saw Mr. Lan. Talking to someone on phone. All the words I heard from wei wuxian, all my thoughts about them. Clouded my brain. I just put that in back to my mind.

In order to go to class, i have to pass by him. At fist, I love to go near him. Enjoying his scent, his voice. But everything now seems so much wrong.

Like I am dreaming about something that belongs to someone else. When I pass by him, I accidentally heard what he was talking and to whom
"I love you Mingjue" after hearing that suddenly a warm drop of salty water left my eyes. As I quickly went to restroom, Ditching my class.

Its been some time. I watch them together more often. Some part of me was happy, but some part of me was sad. Why. Its not like I am not happy for them. I am. But I am also feeling somewhat sad. I can't understand what's going on inside me.

The warmth my heart always feel around them, is replaced by pain. Before, when I saw them a smile spread on my lips. But now whenever I see them together, I started to shed tears.

I don't know why I am feeling this. Ofcourse I am close to both of them. But why I am feeling this way only for them. I am close to wei wuxian and lan wangji, but why only for them.

Its not like I am hating anyone of them. The thought of hating them is making me miserable. I don't know what to do. I can't see them together, nor wanted to live without see any of them.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I am just so tired of this thing.

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