Lost It All

Save Me From Myself

Alora's P.O.V.

I could hear Ashley's voice coming out from the receiving end of my phone. "Ashley?" I mumbled as I tried to push myself back onto my feet, I grabbed the railing and held on to it tight, my phone slipped from my hand and fell three stories down and smashed itself on the pavement. "Oh no." I said as I leaned forward then my hand slipped and the railing then buckled and crumbled. I screamed and tumbled over the edge and grabbed a hold of the floorboards and tried to pull myself up.

Ashley's P.O.V.

I heard Alora say my name, she seemed somewhat confused as to why I was calling. But then I heard her say 'Oh no.'then the line went dead. "Jake! The line went dead! We have to find her! Call Chrissy!" I yelled across the room as I grabbed my car keys and a jacket then ran out of the hotel room, Jake not far behind as he was frantically dialing Chrissy's number. She and CC had gotten back together, they were able to work out everything so she was here with us too.

Chrissy's P.O.V.

CC and I were back together and everything was just as perfect as before, it was just sad to not have Alora around. She and I have talked on Facebook a few times before and I had talked her into giving me her address just in case something may have happened and I needed to come and see her. At this time CC and I were actually pretty close to her place when my phone started to ring. "Jake? Why would Jake call?" I asked looking over at CC. He just shrugged and took a bite of his food. I answered my phone and brushed my hair back from my face. "Hey Jake, what's up?... WHAT!! I'll be over there! I'll send you her address!" I hung up and texted Jake Alora's address and got up from the table and grabbed CC's wrist. "CC we have to go, Alora's in trouble!" CC coughed and nodded. "Let's go get our girl!" He said as he threw some money on the table and together the two of us ran out of the restaurant and to the car. We sped through the traffic until we got to Alora's apartment complex and we ran up the stairs and kicked down the door and we could see Alora hanging off her balcony, screaming.

Alora's P.O.V.

I had tears streaming down my face and I couldn't hang on much longer, my fingers were starting to slip and I had broken a few of my nails so my hands were bloody and covered in splinters. "Someone help! Please!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, then I heard the door crash and two sets of scrambling feet were coming towards me. My eyes were blurry so I couldn't see who it was, all I knew was that once I was being pulled up and into my apartment I was completely grateful. "Thank you." I cried and shook. That was when I felt a hard smack across my face. "Jesus fucking christ Alora! What the fuck were you thinking?!" I heard the familiar voice, I choked a few more times then wiped my eyes and saw Chrissy and CC in front of me, horrified looks on their face, Chrissy's face was actually more pissed off. "CHRISSY!" I exclaimed and fell into her chest and hugged her tightly, she hugged me back then pulled away and looked at me. "Are you fucking crazy! You could have killed yourself! And then I would of had to kick your ass! Just because I'm with CC most of my time doesn't mean I don't care bout my favourtie sister... My only sister... And the only bit of family that I have left." I started to cry even harder. "Chrissy I'm so sorry! I was horrible to you and I know it!" I started to choke on my tears again and I was shaking like a leaf. "What happened to make you do this? Why didn't you talk to me?" Chrissy asked, CC sat next to us on the stained carpet and rubbed my back. "I had to leave because Nicholas came back wounded, but he didn't make it. I've been drinking the last three days. I just called Jake. Then I don't remember anything." I said quietly and sniffled, wiping the tears and snot off my face and wiped it on my pants. It was then when I saw Jinxx, Jake, Andy, and Ashley all coming into the small apartment, all seeming to have an expression of relief on their faces seeing me alive. I guess it wasn't until now that I realized how many people actually cared about me. I know my biological family didn't too much but my other family, my band family. They loved me. Even with one of my brother's gone I knew in the back of my mind that it wouldn't be too much longer until Dominic was gone as well. And drinking myself into the abyss definitely wasn't the right thing to do.  I could hear everyone murmuring while I was lost in my thoughts and when I looked up Chrissy and CC were kissing me on my forehead and Chrissy's arms were being replaced by Ashley's. Jake, Jinxx and Andy were all talking amongst one another and walked out following CC and Chrissy. Then I looked up at Ashley. "Ashley?" I whispered as I was able to sit up on my knees a bit more, I gently pressed my fingertips on his cheek, he looked like he had been crying. "Oh Alora, thank God." He said as he brought me in to a tight hug and held me close. It was then when I started to cry, but this time it was because I was finally back where I belonged, back in the arms of the man I loved, and he loved me. Ashley and I just sat on the floor and held eachother as tears fell from out cheeks for what felt like hours. We just held each other, gave each other sweet soft kisses, hardly speaking, it wasn't until a few hours later that we ended up falling asleep amongst the bottles.