Lost It All

Things Are Changing

~*||One Month Later||*~

Alora's P.O.V.

All of the boys are off preparing for the show that night and Chrissy and I were off doing our own thing. I was going to the store to get some things for the bus and some things I needed for myself. As I walked around the store pushing the cart my stomach started to gurgle and I had chills. I coughed a few times and shook my head. I kind of felt like I had a fever, like the flu was coming on or something. I was going down the aisle that had all the toiletries. I grabbed some shampoo, conditioner, body wash and lotion. As I passed by the feminine products I realized that I was out of tampons but another thing came to realization. "I'm.... I'm late." I mumbled to myself and bite my lip, I grabbed a box of tampons then walked over to the pregnancy tests and grabbed a few boxes. I made sure that I had finished all the shopping and put the test boxes in my purse before I got back to the bus. I rubbed the back of my neck as I walked on the bus with the few bags of groceries that I had. Chrissy was asleep in CC's bunk and Juliet was in Andy's with her guitar just strumming away. I unloaded the groceries then went and locked myself in the bathroom and turned Pandora on my phone and turned up the volume. I turned on the water and cupped my hands so that I could get water and then I drank it and kept waiting to have to go to the bathroom. I had three tests and I was going to take all of them.

~*||Half Hour Later||*~

I was still in the bathroom, staring at the pink plus signs on the white sticks that sat in the sink. My stomach gurgled again and I immediately stuck my head in the toilet and threw up. I started to cry and I was shaking.

Ashley's P.O.V.

The guys and I wern't really at a sound check but we were doing something. Even though we haven't been together for very long I knew I loved Alora with all my heart and we both had been through a lot together the last few months. Through hell and high water. She has become more herself, or how I would have imagined herself to be. I held a small black box in the pocket of my sweatshirt. "You think she'll really say yes?" I asked Jinxx as we walked onto the bus together. "Of course, that girl loves you man, so much more than anyone else I've seen you with." He said with a smile and a chuckle. I nodded and grinned, then I heard something coming from the bathroom. Chrissy was asleep but Juliet was writing something down in a notebook. "Hey, who's in the bathroom?" I asked as I walked over to my bunk and shrugged out of the sweatshirt and put the box on a shelf in the bunk. "It's Alora, she's been in there for a while. I think she's purging." She said as she made a face and stuck her tongue out, showing her true feelings towards Alora. Alora is definitely a different girl from the ones that I'm used to being with. She's plus sized but she's so beautiful. She carries herself with an outrageous amount of confidence. I never thought I would be with a girl like her but I'm so glad that I am. I rolled my eyes at Juliet's comment and went and knocked on the door. "Alora, babe, you okay?"

Alora's P.O.V.

I heard Ashley and Jinxx enter the bus and I blushed hearing him ask about the bathroom. I quickly got the tests out of the pink and buried them at the bottom of the wastebasket and unlocked the door as I washed my hands and brushed my teeth. "Yeah, I'm fine." I replied to Ashley when he asked if I was okay. Taking a deep breath I walked out and went to the couch and curled up in a ball and closed my eyes. I couldn't tell him, not yet anyways.