Lost It All

Where To Next

Alora's P.O.V.

I woke up and rubbed my head and eyes. I could hear the shower going and I got up and walked over to look in the mirror, I touched the scar on my head and pulled at the short hair and sighed. I couldn't look at myself. All I could see is a sad broken person. Lifting my shirt off I took the ace bandage off my body and I flinched, everything was still sore but I don't think anything was broken anymore. My skin was still bruised, starting to yellow, I brushed my fingers across my skin then they brushed into another set of fingers. Looking over my shoulder I saw Ashley behind me and I looked back into our reflection in the mirror. Ashley gently put his arms around my waist and held me against his hot, wet chest and he kissed my neck and I closed my eyes and let my head tilt to the side slightly. He then kissed my ear then up to my scarred head then going back to my ear he whispered. "You're beautiful." Tears were filling my eyes and threatening to spill over and I bit my lip. I put my hands on top of Ashley's and laced our fingers together. "I don't feel beautiful. I feel broken." I said softly and wiped my eyes  with the back of my hand. "Well, let's make you feel beautiful again." Ashley said as he turned me around it face him and kissed me sweetly. "Get dressed, we're going out." He whispered against my lips. I smiled softly and nodded. I pulled out of Ashley's arms and nodded, going to my bag I pulled out a pair of black skinny jeans, an old Pierce The Veil tee and my shiny black ballet flats. Ashley had gotten dressed too and was waiting for me by the door and had his hand out for me to take. I smiled and we walked out of the hotel room together and down to the lobby. Andy and Jinxx were down in the bar, I had heard about Jinxx and Sammi's break up and he was still having trouble with it. Which is to be expected, being newlyweds and breaking up months later. I didn't have the full story, but I didn't really want it either, Jinxx was my friend before Sammi so I knew I would stick by his side till the end. We both waved to them and they waved back and Ashley and I walked out of the hotel and I followed by his side. We walked a few blocks down the street and walked into a salon. "Stay here babe." Ashley said as he kissed me softly and walked up to the receptionist and he was able to get me in a chair right away. The girl had taken me back and kept me away from the mirror, "Make her feel beautiful. Babe I'll be back in a couple hours." Ashley said and kissed my forehead. I nodded and then the girl started braiding my hair and we chatted for the next couple hours.