Meet His Charisma

Chapter 22

Zeosh's POV

-FLASHBACK (SAME TIME WITH CHAPTER 20)-

   

          "Zeosh, Son.. Come here"
Nilingon ko si dad na ngayon ay naglalakad na papuntang balcony.

"Jexie, hold Jas for me. Bababa na din si mommy mamaya maya"

She smiled when she saw Jas makes me stay and stare at her face for awhile.

Okay, here i am again..

I bitted my lower lip to awake my self from fiction world and feelings. Yeah, fiction. I think it's really a fiction.

Sumunod ako kay dad at umupo sa tabi. He's drinking coffee while staring at the open sky.

"What's the matter, dad?"

"Zeo, can i ask you a question?"

I nodded and i think he saw it in his peripheral vision.

"When you like something, what ways are going to use in order to have it?"

Napa huh nalang ako sa isipan ko. Bakit biglang nagtatanong ng ganitong klaseng tanong si dad? Don't tell me, ibibigay na niya sa akin yung kotsyeng matagal ko ng gusto..

"All the ways i know"
Sagot ko naman.

"You know dad, ginagawa ko ang lahat para makuha ang isang bagay na gusto ko"
I continued.

"What if may ibang gustong kumuha nun? Anong gagawin mo? Are you going to let go or fight for it?"

I groan in confuse.

"Depende dad, depende sa situation at sa karapatan"

Finally, hinarap na ako ni dad at iniwan ng tingin ang kalangitan. He stared at me. Ngayon lang ulit tumitig si dad ng ganito ka seryoso sa akin.

"Okay, let's get to the point son. Ayokong may masayang ka pang oras"

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari sa noo ko, kumunot iyon tapos tumaas ang isang kilay. Imagine mo nalang.

Ano ba kasi talaga ang gustong sabihin ni dad..

"Venus obviously like Jexie.."
He started made me stopped.

"S-so?"
I act rugged but actually, i was being irritated again in my seat.

"Mr. Indenial, don't make it hard for your heart."
He said again.

"Dad, can you stop being mysterious?"

He laughed and then talked again.
"I watched your debate with Jexie and you said you don't believe in 'love at first sight' right?"

I nodded, hesitating.

"Maniniwala ka bang minahal ko na ang mommy mo kahit nung unang araw ko palang siyang nakita?"

Napatigil ako at natahimik.
Hindi ko pa naririnig ang buong kwento nila mom at dad, kaya hindi ko alam na nangyari pala ang LAFS sa kanila.

I didn't really believe Love at first sight, but.. Knowing this story of my parents... I think I'm doubting..

"You can feel it your self, pero gaya nga ng sabi ni ate Kei, not every couple feel it. Everyone has it ways to fall inlove..."

"And in your case, alam ko hindi mo siya minahal agad, bagkos kinamuhian mo nga... Pero simula nung makita mo ang iba't ibang magagandang sides niya sa loob at nakilala pa siya ng husto, you starting admiring her, adoring her, protecting her, and cherishing her.. Am i right?"

"Who are you exactly talking about?"

"Ask your heart, son. It knows the answer"

I stopped.
Lumakas ang pagkabog ng puso ko nung pumasok sa isip ko ang isang babae..

"Did you see her?
He asked. I know what he means but my mind keeps on denying everything.

" Tapos, yung mga taong may magandang panlabas ang siya pang may pinakamadilim na panloob."

I know who he mean... It's Bria. Yeah, that woman who almost let my mom die!

"Zeosh, kilala kita anak. You were the replica of me and your mother. I know how you act when you are happy, sad, excited and anxious. And the way i see it, Jexie made you feel all these emotions in just a short period of time"

Makahulugan niyang sabi.

Doon na ako hindi naka tanggi, hindi na makahanap ng rason o dahilan ang isip ko para itanggi ang lahat. Kasi alam niya na tama si dad.

Basta ang alam ko lang, patuloy ang pagtibok ng puso ko ng malakas sa bawat salitang binibitawan ni dad tungkol sa pagmamahal.

"As i said awhile ago, Venus like her and i know he's determined. If you won't make an action and let him get what you can had, you'll missed it. You'll lose someone important that you once had. Hindi ko sinasabing makipaglaban ka ng pisikalan. Paglabanan niyo ng patas ang puso niya."

"Dad, i—"

"Are you going to deny your feelings again, Zeosh?"
Mapanuyang tanong niya.

I bowed slight.
Natatahimik nalang ako bigla.

I heard him sigh and sip coffee.
"Go and test it yourself. Pero wag mo masyadong patagalin. You might really lose her"

Pagkatapos nun, bumalik na kami sa sala kung saan naguusap sila mom at Jexie. Napatigil ako saglit at napatitig sa likod ng babaeng tinutukoy ni dad.

Damn, how can i exactly tell that i love her to myself. Or, can it be really tell by words?

-END OF FLASHBACK-

"Tumigil kana habang maaga pa Venus, you might get disappointed"

"Don't be too complacent Zeosh, you might get disappointed"
He mockingly said.

I raised my brow then smirk.

"Kaibigan lang tingin niya sayo"
Pang aasar ko din.

"At anong ipinagmamalaki mo? Yung pagkagusto niya sayo? HAHA para ipaalam ko sayo, nawawala na yun"

Tumawa naman ako ng unti at hinaplos ang tenga.
"Di mo sure, Ajero."

Bigla namang nahati ang crowd at dumaan doon sila Six at Khuro.

Teka, napapadalas at sila tito Ken sa maynila..

"Sorry, late kami na referre, sige continue ang laban"
Loko lokong usal ni Khuro habang binatukan naman siya ni Six na as usual, seryoso...parang si tito Sejun.

I just give them a short scoff and then walk away.

I ignored their blazing gaze in my back.

"Omg, ang SB20!"

"Sayang, umalis na si Javy Kales"

"Omg, pinag aawayan ba nila si JexieFatty?"

"That can't be"

"Ang swerte naman ng nerd na yun"

"Sana nga maging grupo sila!"

"Ang gwa-gwapo!"

"Wag ka munang umalis, Zeosh my love!"

Tsk, ako? Makiki grupo sa kanila? No thanks. I won't waste my time getting along to someone i don't like. No offend tito Stell, you are a great man, but your son is getting on my nerves.

Sorry, Venus. But now that i already cleared my thought, you can never have Jexie in your life.

(A/N: UWU LAB GURO NA ANG ATING SSOB. TANAOL INDENIAL.. SB20, AMPT. HSHSHS. WEWS YAWA, HINDI KO PO ALAM, BAKA DALAWA LANG MA UPDATE KO O BAKA MADAGDAGAN KO MAMAYA. NAG LINIS KASI KAMI NG MAHIWAGANG GARDEN NI MOMMY NA  HINDI NAMAN AKO BENI-BENIFIT BAGKOS, SINUGATAN ANG KAMAY KO KAYA NAKAKAPAGOD MAG TYPE JUSKOOO!)