Our Journey

He Believes Me

"I'm home love." Roger shouts as he enters the apartment.

Shit.

Your hands were shaky and you felt ill.

"Y/n?"
"I'll be there in a minute!"

Fuck.
The nerves were killing you.

You couldn't tell him, you had only been dating for a week.

It might have been a bad idea.
But then, it would work.
It was out of fear really.

"My love what's wrong you look pale." He said cupping your face as you leave the bathroom.
"Roger I need to tell you something. But I'm scared. You might leave me. I've known for weeks and I was to afraid to tell you."
"What is it?"

You begin to tear up knowing full well what you were about to say was complete and utter bullshit.

"I'm pregnant. B-but it's Camerons."
"Oh."
You begin to cry.
"Hey. Don't cry my love." He pulls you into his arms.
"I'll look after you. And the baby. I'm not going to leave. No matter what."
"I love you so much."
"I love you to. But does he know?"
"No. And I don't want him to. Ever. I will keep the baby and I'll raise it."
"With me. I'll help you. Treat it like my own?"
You nodd and hug him again.

You felt terrible.
Lying about this.
But you were so scared that he'd leave.

Maybe one day you'll tell him.