Paano Ang Hindi Magbasa

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I am sorry.

Okay, I am sorry for being so idle for the past months. It's just that I had the deadliest deadlines to meet. I am so sorry. Those months were like the terrible months in my whole existence (that's kind of histrionic, I know). 

Okay, what had happened to me? I don't even know. I felt lost. I can't even construct a paragraph, I can't write updates. I can't write which is very upsetting. I felt like I am seeing my hands but it has no purpose at all. I am busy. But not busy enough not  to think about my obligations. OMG. I even forgot the last update I wrote. That is so disgusting. I felt careless and I hate it. I am so sorry.

I am frustrated. Mom and I had talked. She asked me, "Do you felt pressured?" I am not pressured, not at all. I love the course I am taking. It's just that I felt like I am losing a part of me. This is so dramatic. I felt like I cannot write anymore. I think that is my problem. I am losing track. I don't know what is happening but I am hoping that things will go fine.

I'll be back. Love you.

withlove, Toritey.