In Between The Brothers (SEVENTEEN x GFRIEND FF)

Chapter 32: Distance

Eunbi's

I woke up to the familiar sweet scent of my room. For a second, I thought I was back in Korea. I closed my eyes once again and hugged my pillow. It felt nice as it reminded me of my room before... and Mom, who always cleaned it everytime I forgot to. Ah! Mom, I miss you so much!

I let out a long sad sigh after getting up. Here I am, getting sad over again. I felt like my batteries were drained already. This isn't me! Ang drama-drama ko! Teka, baka naman ma-drama na talaga ako noon pa?!

Tumayo na lang ako at dumiretso sa bathroom para makapaghilamos at makapagsipilyo. After changing my clothes, I felt something inside me. I felt a slight discomfort after touching my abdomen and squeezing it lightly. After checking it, I sighed once again. It's here.

Now I know why I'm feeling this way. I'm kind of emotional everytime my period starts. It hurts so bad every first day kaya palagi akong mukhang lantang gulay tuwing unang araw pero sa tulong ng gamot, naiibsan naman. Gaya last time. Hindi ko na napansin ang sakit ng puson ko dahil mas masakit ang ulo ko kakaisip kung paano ko mababawi ang Daddy ko.

Hindi ko na inisip pa ang sakit ng puson ko at bumaba na lamang. It's mind over matter now. Kung di ko iisiping masakit, hindi sasakit. Art of concentration lang.

Nag-ikot-ikot ako sa bahay pero ni isang lalaki, wala pa akong nakikita. Sanay na akong laging wala sila Dad at Gyungmi, pero yung mga lalaki... bakit naman nawala sila kung kelan kailangan ko sila?!

Naupo nalang ako sa mahabang couch sa living room. The date that Jisoo told me is approaching. Naiirita na ako dahil kinukulit na niya akong kausapin si Jeonghan para sa Dad nila. Nakakatawa lang at siya pala 'yung akala kong stalker ko sa IG. That jzooz.cries dude is him! Hindi pa ako naniwala pero nagsend siya ng photo na gamit niya 'yun. Baliw lang. Nagpakahirap pa siyang gumawa ng dummy account. Sa huli, gagamitin din pala 'yung real account.

My cellphone beeped, flashing Jisoo's name on the screen. Speak of the dummy.

August 8

8:00 AM

joshuahong_95:

Balita, bata?

silverrain_:

Eew

Don't call me bata

Wait ka lang. No one's here

joshuahong_95:

Sa'n sila?

silverrain_:

Dunno and don't care

joshuahong_95:

#turnon

Hanapin mo na si Jeonghan

silverrain_:

Eh wala nga???

Busy na naman siguro 'yun

Tell me about your family na

joshuahong_95:

U promised

silverrain_:

When?

joshuahong_95:

Think