𝖮𝖴𝖱 𝖫𝖮𝖵𝖤 𝖲𝖤𝖱𝖨𝖤𝖲 #2
She was addicted to a type of sadness that pulled her deeper into her hole. She changed herself because of her hanging past. He avoided the dark parts of his life, doesn't mean the darkness didn't loom over him.
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BRIANNA
As I shift my leg one more time, I feel it brush against his. He quickly retracts his knee and continues his work.
I brushed the fluffy side of the pen against my cheek as I try and finish all my notes before the end of the lesson. As I start writing, my leg bounces and my nails are picked at.
The bell rings for our next lesson which is Phys Ed. I pack my things up and as I'm about to reach for my pen, I don't find it.
You know who else I don't find? Isaac. He just left so quickly, maybe he accidentally packed my pen with. Even if it was fluffy and pink, he wouldn't willingly take it because he just wouldn't.
It's not Isaac of him. But regardless I want my pen back.
When I woke up this morning and was deciding on an outfit to wear, I didn't have this in mind but then I just said fuck it and wore the outfit I vowed never to wear. This outfit made me feel bold, scandalous, bitchy and maybe even mischievous.
I wasn't oblivious to the many stares I've gotten from everyone. I vowed never to feel like this because this was my mother but it felt so good being bad. I don't know, maybe Isaac was right but I would never admit that to anyone.
I did have urges but I never fulfilled them. But this felt good, it felt amazing, rushing, mischievous and daring. I need that rush again.
I rushed to the locker room and placed my bag in my locker after taking out our Phys Ed uniform. It was an ugly brown with a white stripe that was horribly misplaced. This is the one thing Alpine Meadows doesn't change because of the founding forefathers or some shit but there's nothing I can do about it.
I walk into the gymnasium and see Amara and Hailey talking. I avoid those two, still haven't quite put the slut shaming past me but it seems like Amara has. I'm not going to blame her but maybe it's wise we keep our distant.
"Pretty girl, come over here." Naomi calls me over and she's standing with a bunch of senior girls that I haven't seen before. I wave them hello and one of them gives me a side hug.
We all start talking and comparing hairstyles. Alot of us would rather stick to knotless braids but some might go for the locks -whether that be butterfly or dreadlocks. I had fun laughing with them and talking but Naomi pulled me aside with an angry look.
"What's wrong?" I asked and looked to where she was looking and saw Hailey and Amara hugging and Hailey holding tight.
"When did that happen?" She asked and I notice the small speck of jealousy in her tone. Maybe Amara and her used to be best friends.
"When I walked in to the gym they were already buddy's but I just told myself to keep my mouth shut and move along." I hate unnecessary drama. I love necessary drama because that has relevancy but whenever it's unnecessary and I don't even remember why we are fighting...that's a waste of my time.
